AMIRAH ALIAH AZLAN- her life, messes, thoughts and randomness.

2009-07-26T07:09:00.007+08:00

hello there =)

this is so good. now i know how does it feel to be alone, have all the time in the world for yourself and relax. i love tonight. it's not too hot and cold, just the right temperature =) i am listening to 100percent bossa nova jazz music and right now i can imagine myself chilling by the beach and having a sip of my pina colada. ok ok mirah you have to stop day dreaming. OMG!! but what' the difference sitting in my room? i have this sort of like dim table lamp and it feels so calm. i love summer holidays, even when you're not traveling but all you need is time for your ownself to re-charge them batteries for third year! sighs! =( i manage to do quite a lot of researching for my dissertation today. woop woop!! today was the air show but i didn't got cos i heard that there's gonna be many people around and it was gonna be at seaburn. i bet it was crowded and the weather was fine but a little bit hot so i decided to go to town and get some shopping done =) =)

i so cannot imagine myself sitting in front of the laptop next semester which isn't pleasant. here comes more and more essays which more words to accomplish. eeeeewwww :(

i also received a sad news from Malaysia regarding Yasmin Ahmad ( a very talented and one of a kind producer of movies and advertisements has passed away). RIP and may god bless her soul. She will definitely be missed by all of us :'(

anyway, i have uploaded some funny pictures of me. lol i guess really had nothing to do :P so check it out!

till the, lots of love to the fam!! more updates soon!! love love xx

-mirah and the mr. penguin- :)

-mirah in her pyjamas, which you can barely see- hahaha :p

what a rainy day :(

2009-07-18T22:01:00.005+08:00

why does it always have to rain? sighs! first you get a little bit of sunshine in the afternoon and when it comes to the evening, there it goes again. it starts pouring :( i have been staying at home since tuesday. that was the last time i went to town. such a pity. i dont understand the british weather at all, it is so UNPREDICTABLE. i guess summer days are over and autumn is here which is not pleasant at all. that's when all the lovely flowers start to fall. huhu and people start wearing dark and gloomy clothes. i just realized that sunderland hasn't got much things to do as well as newcastle :(

ok, enough bragging about the weather. what have i been doing during the summer? oh well, just chilling ( never thought that i will have enough time to rest) well i deserve it so much after all the staying up and hard work during assignment week. besides that, i have been learning to cook which is a good thing. hehe because next time when i come back, i can cook for all of you :) :) and lastly, taking my own sweet time preparing for my dissertation which is gonna be killer in third year.

in this blog, i have uploaded a few pictures of the horrible weather and veynee's graduation pictures :) :)

2009-06-13T03:58:00.006+08:00

back. (: I'm actually very surprised that I actually found time to blog. That's very good isn't it.

I have a terrible migraine the whole day maybe cos it's a girl thing and that the weather was so HOT ( very surprisingly) haish!! I got myself the Manuka honey which mom said is good to take, I guess my parents are turning into health freaks right now lol :p it's nothing wrong innit, probably it's the age that's making them do all this.

I managed to to clean my room with all my clothes lying around ( Note- it is NOT on the floor, ok he he). Hmmmm, what else did i do today? I applied for 4 more jobs today. Why is it so hard for these people to get back to me? Cant be because of the recession isn't it cause the pound has increased A LOT compared to those days where it was only 5.2 and now it is bladdy 5.8. I knew it this people WILL NEVER EVER feel in deep shit at all. I hate it and we people have to suffer. Sighs!!

As you can see I have attached some pictures of me LOL :p Don't be shocked but that's what I do when I'm tooooooooo CRAZY.

Anyway, more updates, I need a shower and go to sleep xxx

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2009-06-12T07:11:00.004+08:00

I wonder what ever happened to the airplane ( Air France) that went missing for quite some time? Did they ever found it? I was trying to find out what had happened to it, or maybe I've not been updating myself with the news. I need to find the answer though.

On the other hand, I've managed to finish another novel which about two couples falling in love when the women discovers that she has been having a de ja vu ever since she was involved in a terrible accident. It is quite sweet to see how they they fall in love after having donating blood :) Right now, I'm on this second novel which is called 'Where Rainbow Ends' which is mainly about fate ( I'm very excited to know the ending though he he) Besides that, I've been applying for quite a few jobs and I'm still waiting for them to answer. ^ fingers crossed^

Anyway, more updates soon xx

P/S- I have uploaded a picture of me when Sunderland had its bright warm and sunny days. But unfortunately it's all over and it has been raining for the last few days. We will be expecting rain the whole of next week too :'(

birthday pictures =)

2009-05-30T05:57:00.003+08:00

there's my birthday pictures =) sorry for the late upload x

i return =)

2009-05-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

back again, after 2 months not updating my blog. ive totally forgot about it but i shall try my best to keep it updated most of the time. right now, you would want to know where i am. - back at the library which will be my 2nd home till i finish all of my assingnments. that wont be till the end of this month. i cant believe how time flies, it is already May and the next thing you know is august which is the month i will be home sweet home.

ive just turned 21 last monday. it wasnt the BEST ever celebration i had cause uni had to start on monday. this made it so hard for me to even ease my mind and have fun because the next day i had class. sighs!!!!! it's ok, everything happens for a reason innit so just have to be patient. i did receive some nice and pleasant birthday presents which invcluded myself shopping ( he he :P it's a MUST), GOOD RESULTS =) yay!! and lovely people who wished me. that's all i need and the rest can be set aside. i promise to upload them pictures when i have the time ok??

till now i will update more. i miss everyone back home. love love xxx

2009-02-12T05:48:00.003+08:00

tired, lazy and sleepy =( how enjoying and pleasant the weather is for the last few weeks. it's goes down to -2 deg. when will it spring/summer? soon and when it comes i cannot wait to be out there with my shorts and t-shirt. at least it puts me in the mood to do some work and puts a big smile on my face. right now, everything is so gloomy and dull.

ok enough of the weather. what's happening? i've been to dentist, i'm lucky that it's cheap =) i had to do scalling and since i'm under NHS, they charged me 16pounds excluding the medicine and mouth wash , it all came up to 27 pounds. i got really freaked out when i saw the amount of blood in the sink. it was so painful when she did the scalling. i need to get floss tomorrow. i really do hope it cures as soon as possible.

hurm, uni is stressful. it's getting harder and complicated. due to that fact, i'm gonna increse my revsion hours and i guess i'll be seen always at st peters or murray =) well, it'll be worth it at the end of the day , innit blood? lol :P

mama this is for you,

should i change my pillows? i've bought them when i got back in september from debenhams but now polyester filling is all over the place and sometimes it feels uncomfortable when i sleep. sigh! so much problems la. i miss my cupcakes bed sheet. sob sob!! and i really wish i can change the colour of my curtains. it's UGLY!!!!!

and finally my penguin got the chance to play snow as well he he.. i brought him out last sunday and took a picture of him. i'll upload it soon.

anyway more update soon. missing papa, mama, arif, farah , muru and wawa <33>

i can cook =)

2009-01-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

hello =)

I have a few more days till i'm back to uni.. sigh! i'm excited but at the same time, i'm really scared with the work load for year 2.. huhu =( i heard that the first assignment is already 2500 words and it wont be the same like year 1, defo. i should be much more serious though lol ;)

on the other hand, there's nothing much new about me but i've started to google up recipes and learn how to cook them. guess what i've been cooking? i've actually made salmon steak with asaparagus, mushroom and mash potato =) i also learnt how to make korean food. interesting huh? i made bulgogi beef and the korean spicy noodles. i think i can cook any type of cuisine in the future already. he he =P

that's how i spent my time besides going to the gym.

anyway, more updates soon.

loving papa, mama and adik a lot xx

hello!!

2009-01-18T07:06:00.008+08:00

17th January 2009

Mirah is back after 2months? That is a long time.. I have totaly forgotten about my blog.. I will try to update it as frequent as i can =)

Firstly, i'm excited with my PENGUIN he he :P I'm gonna upload the picture now so that you can all see him. Yay!

isnt he CUTE? he's actually holding a wine bottle. thanks to becky for allowing me to borrow it for the snapshot lol :P

on the other hand, im doing great. im waiting for the job replies. i've submitted my CV to various places. some places include me working with disabled children but i heard that you need to do a crminal record because you'll be handling with children and the other one is with the bank. still awaiting for them to reply.

uni starts on the 2nd so right now, i'm busy with gym because i've told myself that by next month i need to loose them inches and weight. TARGET 53KG. he he =)

i'll be having 3 modules next semester which is :

a) Media Studies

b) Cultural Theory and Popular Culture.

c) Sexual Cultures

I managed to get myself a new bed sheet at Argos and it's PINK =) he he! and went to do food shopping at Marks and Spencer. It's all good food =) finally I got my strawberry cake.

finally some pictures of me =)

anyway more updates soon. i love you papa, mama and adik xxx

2008-12-11T06:02:00.003+08:00

Oh my god! I feel so lost NOW! Why? I was sitting in the kitchen and i though to myself about how i used to write and speak proper BM so i started talking and write something with full BM, but guess what? I CANT even do that!! What is happening? Lol =P I dont think of it as a bad thing but probably cause I'm so used of speaking and writing in English so I'm used to it. Hahahahaha! Other wise, I'm doing great =) Not sick, that's the MOST IMPORTANT thing EVER!!

Christmas is just around the corner, yeay! That's when uni is over and i have my holiday. But when January comes, it's EXAM and DATELINE fever. But i've started on my Language&Culture essay so I will only have to work on an essay and study for my exam next month =)

This time around i'll be celebrating christmas and new years not in Malaysia which im happy cause it's something different. The christmas fever is here and i feel it.. I wish we had a christmas tree at home! Sighs =( there's proper snow here too so that makes it more better.

It's freezing cause it's winter, trying to get used to it though.

Anyway, more updates soon =) xx

2008-11-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hello, mirah is back =)

More updates.. Actually there's nothing much that has happened.. I've discovered new songs.. Lol :P It's Out Of This Club by PCD ft R.Kelly and Timbaland. It's a good song.. It helps you sleep.. Haha how funny, innit?

Well I might be over-nighting in the library tonight.. I need to do some reading.. If the weather is encouraging cause I was looking at the weather forecast last night and it says tonight will be -6 degrees which is INSANE!! And for next week will be the same. Oh boy, how nice =(

I had mask on my face last night and Becky and Susan said i looked Japanese lol :P they even took a picture of me and said that they wanted to put chop sticks in between my hair. But i stopped them lol :P

Anyway, am gonna continue doing my work. More updates soon =) xxx

2008-11-27T07:37:00.002+08:00

hey hey =)

ok some updates, nothing much though. first of all, i want to wish arif HAPPY 13th Birthday! ur a grown up now so better think that way and no more messing around lol :P hope you have a good one ok and hope you like what i sent. it's nothing much but the thought that counts right? hehe. i miss you!

my updates. i guess there's nothing much. back to uni after 1 week of study/independant week. i've done my reading the week before it so basically im on track, hehe :)

sunderland has been snowing.. as usual.. the unpredictable weather.. nothing to shout about it! today wasnt that cold thank god but i assume that it'll be freezing tomorrow. sighs!

i might need to change to full skimmed milk cos my stomach makes funny and weird noises even when i eat. so i might see whether that makes a difference!

anyway, that's bout it! hope papa get well soon =) back to the hills. updates soon.

p/s- thanks for the call mama. it's been a while though <333>

Asian Persuasion =)

2008-11-14T07:30:00.002+08:00

I finally have time to blog and now i can actually sit down on my bed with Bart, Beanie and Dylan ( my dog ) and my hot tea and muffins while blogging. I dont even remember when was the last time i blogged lol =P sorry for the late updates.

I have been busy with my 171 essay and 116 first draft. Thank god, everything has been successfully submitted and hope all will go well. I'm satisfied with the late nights in the library. i've quit my job ( pa, i hope i make u happy and see i obey to ur instructions so be happy). Everything happens for a reason! Pa, i hope u get well soon, and dont worry everything will be alright ok.. I hope you learn your lesson NOW!! You should really put a stop to it!!

I love the weather today =) it's not that cold but it was raining and i was drenched on the way walking to uni today from town. and when i got in class, i was sweating, how weird! lol =P I did go to the library after my meal at chicken cottage. I'm actually very dissapointed because the books that i really need isnt there, what a disgrace!! i hate the library here, and in the end i came back with the language & society book. it's alright , cos it'll be reading week next week so im actally ahead now!

I'm actually very content today =) Mirah loves being ASIAN and i'm proud of it!! We Asians are better than them people out there, you know lol.

Anyway, more updates soon ( i promise) I miss mama, papa and adik so much <33>

2008-11-04T07:19:00.002+08:00

what a day.. i dread today due to soo many reasons.. i dont know why i've been sick and not recovering at all.. sighs! i've tried almost all kinds of medicine but looks like it doesnt help at all.. i wished they had barli here :( i will have to find it.. the weather is really unpredictable and heartless.. i've got myself some chinese medicine now since them english ones wont work.. i spent about 30 pounds on it so it better work.. and also got myself vicks which cost 5 pounds.. it's a big tub cos thats the only thing they have.. it does help a lot.. i really need to get well ASAP!!!

my iphone had to crash!! argh but thanks to my pole and housemate it's alright now and now i've got lots of games in it.. woot woot ;)

i got myself groceries today.. i bought salmon which am gonna be cooking asam pedas :) and got some ayam masak lemah perencah too.. got chicken, beef and vegetables.. i had mee sua today with beef and it was good.. a sick girl needs to eat them type of food.. eewww :(

i changed my flowers and this time i bought carnations :) it's white in colour and very sweet.

am working tomorrow at 12pm right after class i'll go straight to work.

anyway more updates. am going to bed now :) xx

2008-10-29T06:45:00.002+08:00

hello there,

one thing before i blog, im still ill :( and the weather is a killer now! today was 4 degrees and now it's 0 degrees.. eeee i dont know when am i gonna get well soon with the weather like this..

it's autumn now but i feel like it's already winter sighs.. another update, i'm gonna go for training this friday at campus.. campus is like a frat house where students dine and guess what? we've alsso got a pool table.. food is good there.. if you have the coupon, you can get free pizza and burger.. i love the desert there.. esp the sticky toffee pudding and chocolate fudge cake.. oooo YUMMY :) wish me luck.. hope all will be good..

anyway, gotta do some work now. more updates soon xx

Back :)

2008-10-23T13:08:00.002+08:00

Oh my god, finally after so long since i've updated my blog. I havent had the time to actually sit down in front of my laptop for hours anymore. One reason is because, i'm having 4 subjects this semester which is

MAC 111 - Introduction to Cultural Representation of Women
MAC124 - History of Broadcasting
MAC116- Academic and Research Skills for Media and Communication Studies
LAC 171 - Language and Culture

I really dont enjoy MAC 116 and LAC 171. and i cannot believe that i'll be having exams this semester but it's all good. All you need is to prepare and it'll be A OK :)

I'm having this bad throat since this week and it's got worst day by day. I'm taking this lozenges and according to the pharmacist it's the best so im really hoping i'll heal soon. I bet it's becausse of the change of weather. Sighs!

I'll put more updates soon. xx

finally an update!

2008-09-24T20:27:00.003+08:00

hello there.

it's gonna be a short and brief post. i'm unwell. im getting sick and fed up with the weather here. sometimes you get sunshine and sometimes it's shit raining. i'm gonna need to get food and do some reading for my history of broadcasting today since im gonna have exams. then probably watch some dvd's at home. what a day to spent!!

i slept quite early last night but then i was awaken by becky , jo and susan. as usual them and their laughter.

i need to shower now. it's alomost half 2. more updates soon. xx

2008-09-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

hey there,

i think it's been a week since i've updated my blog :( sorry for not doing that cos i have been sooo busy with my packing, saloon, buying some food stuff and also went for manicure and pedicure as well as meeting up with the beloved and spending time with the family.

i have a day left in KL before i leave to sundie. i've packed and most of the things are all well organized but am just a bit worried that it'll be OVERWEIGHT which i dont want it to be. it's not gonna be good though. i'll just pray for the best when i'm at the airport and mama will give them some good reasons :)

and last week i was really unfortunate cos all this while i thought that i'll have a huge room for myself and with 2 single beds at clanny but now everything has changed. sob sob. apparently, i cant have 2 single beds for myself UNLESS i'm sharing which i'm not and im all alone. and was thinking i wouldnt mind the distance but now since my room is the same as Precicnt i could have opt for Summerhill which is gonna be much nearer to town. But what's done is done, cant do much innit? :(

i got my hair coloured to red and have a new look cos i've got a fringe. i'll post some new pictures later on when i get back cos internet will be much more faster. then i'll be able to post some of the family and friends pictures too. yeay!!

i managed to meet up with amir faris. ( will post the pictures soon)

anyway will update more. xxx

2008-09-09T01:26:00.002+08:00

Everything is starting to be as what it is, but time wont allow it to happen =( But i believe that everything happens for a reason and all you need to do is accept it. Well i believe that 'patience pays'. Good thing.

I have this last week in KL cause i'll be going back to UK next tuesday. A week from now. Sighs =(

So yeah there'll be a lot of things to do and prepare. I might be busy and not be able to blog but definitely i'll post new things SOON ok.

much love,

mirah <33

2008-09-05T23:55:00.006+08:00

Hello there :)

All i wanna do is take your money :P Mia - Paper Planes. I like that song! It's nice and awesomeness.

I cant wait to color my hair, i've chose the color that i want. And it's gonna be RED, which is gonna be WHOA :P

I need to get ALL of my things settled next week, it'll be a busy week though. Huhu :( From self pampering, some bits and bops and more to come.

I'm soooo FULL today!! Burpppp :) I had a good dinner with the little brother at Italiannies. And i like muru's new SLR camera, the pictures turned out LOVELY.

And Kim, cant wait for you to be back. Thanks for the Shopaholic web that you gave me, i was thinking it was something bout how to help those people who are shopaholics but instead it's like a website which sells clothes from Japan and Korea at a very very ( i mean very) CHEAP price. Eeeeeee Kim i'm soooo gonna KILL you ok!!

Dinner with the family tomorrow ( a good one =) and also ikea shopping with farah on sunday)

Ok more updates to come. <33

2008-09-05T00:45:00.002+08:00

hello there :)

Happy Ramadan!!! It's finally here and i'm wishing everyone a good ramadan year and also to have a good Eid in a months time.

I've managed to go to the Bazaar Ramadan in SS 18 and the one Shah Alam which was alright. And guess what?? Too many HOT and SASSY guys to check out. lol :P but honestly the food SUCKS!! BIG TIME ok!! But i bet those students who are abroad right now have the 'I MISS HOME' feeling. Well thank god i'm able to fast for a few weeks while i'm back but i guess i'll be celebrating Eid with them local people back in UK.

I finally got me luggage bag on sunday. I hope this time my luggage bag will last longer than expected!!

Agrh i'm actually updating my blog after hearing this loud and scary plus eeerryy sound bout 12 ish outside my window which is FCUK!!

I only have like 11 days left in KL, so i'm gonna have to make the best out of it with THE FAMILY and friends :)

Ok more updates soon. <33

2008-08-30T17:03:00.007+08:00

Avril's concert was AWESOME man!!!!! it was worth it and i'm happy cos at least i can tell everyone that i've been to her concert and yes i have seen her playing the drums and at the same time rapping!!! But guess what??? I think i must have set my digital camera wrongly and most f the pictures which came out was blur. Argh!!! There are a few of them which turned out fine. I'll upload them later.

Farah had left from UIA straight to Stadium Merdeka and waited for us as usual. Me and Muru had taken the train from Bangsar to the stadium. Huhu, it was packed man, after a very long time not traveling by public transport it felt weird and lost.

It started bout 9pm which was supposed to start at 845pm but as usual never on time and it was raining when i got there. oh no, there goes my hair. lol but the organizers prepared rain coats which were made out of plastics( you know the ones that you get when you buy groceries, it was soooos stuffy and sticks to your body). me and muru had gotten an umbrella, which helped us as well. thanks muru :) She sang all of her songs from her first and till her current album which was sooooo GOOD =) The concert had ended bout 1045pm. It was soooo jammed after the concert and every part of KL was packed. We were so starving too so we head our midnight meal bout 1am. I did not eat any carbs because it was already late. I had reached home bout 2am plus.

And plus im very happy and proud of myself cos i manage to eat carbs only once a day for the whole of last week =) great achievement yeah!! And tomorrow is puasa already so i have 2 weeks left to do my crazy diet before i leave so i better get down to business. Hehe. And i need to start waking up early cos lately i wake up bout 12 plus which i think if i keep on doing this, my cheeks is gonna start growing again =( no i dont want!!!!

Things to do before i go back to UK

1) to get everything on my " NEEDED LIST"

2) to meet up with friends

3) to go to Jalan Damai ( lol, i wanna go there)

4) taste all of the food cos it's gonna be a year plus then only i'll come back)

5) a luggage bag and Chanel pls =)

Anyway more updates soon, but i shall be busy this few weeks so get everything done and settled.. <33

2008-08-28T17:27:00.002+08:00

I feel much better today =) But once in a month, a girl needs to feel like shit bcos of a reason which all girls cannot say no to 'IT' =( maybe that's the reason why i felt like what i had written on my blog last night.

I managed to get my Avril tickets today. Yeay! But it was a little bit troublesome, cos i had gone to O.U first but then when i went to Rock Corner, apparently they dont sell it there anymore so i had to go all the way to the Galaxy Ticketing Counter at Midvalley. I was lost too but managed to find it. I got myself the RM138 tickets. And the guy took soooo long to give me the tickets. Eeeee but he was nice as well cos he advised me to go early to avoid the crowd.

I'll update more with pictures tomorrow (hopefully). Hehe. <33

I dont know!

2008-08-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

dumb
speechless
disturbed
paranoid
irritated
confused

What have all these words have in common?? Well let me tell you that actually it resembles me at the very moment. Nothing much to update today but well thats how i feel. And i'm hoping that the feelings shall fade when i wake up tomorrow morning. Sighs! And i cant believe i shed a tear while watching Meet The Browns a while ago.

Ok i shall hit the covers now. I can hear it calling me =) xx

2008-08-26T16:02:00.003+08:00

- me and mama on my easter trip

hey hey =)

I found these new pictures in the computer so i thought of uploading it.

Hurm, how i wished my Apple Iphone had bluetooth or at least allow me to send the pictures to the computer. Everytime i take a picture i have to go to Starbucks or any place which has Wi-Fi connection which irritates me at time cos it would have been easier if i can just transfer the pictures using the cables. But this makes me use my Sony Cybershot T-2 digital camera more. Lol =)

I have been doing some online window shopping on the Ikea and Debenhams website and also preparing my budget to get my bedroom and kitchen applicances when i return back to UK. It's not easy when you have to do everything alone and also shop alone. Unfortunately Kim will only be coming back from Canada end of the month so looks like i'm gonna have to do all by myself. Huhu.

Anyway more updates soon. <33

Stop being a bitch!!

2008-08-25T23:43:00.003+08:00

I've definitely had enough of YOU!!! And guess what?? I used to HATE YOU just a little bit but your actions and words has made it more worst making me wanna KILL and CUT you into pieces, biatch. You know the movie Urban Legend??? Well i could be the next killer on the loose with the hooded puff jacket. Just to remind you , i do have a similar jacket like that but the only difference is that mine is black in colour =) so dont make me do that. You'll never ever change and maybe you really need a HARD SMACK on every part of your head till you go into comma! I'm not trying to be MEAN but what are best friends for huh??

1) TO BE 24/7 when you need them

2) NEVER EVER back stabbed them

3) back you up when you have problems

4) a shoulder to cry on

5) and be HONEST and FAITHFUL, thats only when you learn and appreciate the friendship!!

But i guess you'll NEVER understand, and never learn. Just because you've got your 'best friend' back now you actually have someone there to be on your side and follow your lead but guess what?? It wont be long!! Well it doesnt matter, i'm sick and tired blabbing bout the same thing over and over again. A tramp will always be one.

I wanna rest my head and i need sleep right now. more updates soon. <33

Holla =)

2008-08-24T20:00:00.007+08:00

Yeay i'm finally back after from my 3 days 2n nights holiday in Penang. It was fun and I was having such a massive food galore. I had Chili's and since i was craving for chocolate on friday night i managed to have my banana indulgence cake from secret recipe and

my dark mocha frap from Starbucks. Oh not forgetting, i also had a slice of marble cheese cake along with the cakes but didnt finish it. I had like 5 meals a on Friday and Saturday which was CRAZY but thank god i had my detox tea and all of the food portions were small. Fuih.

I had my hair washed on Saturday and got it blown with curls. I liked it :) But then daddy wanted to go to the election site in Permatang Pauh and i had to be his cameraman. There goes my just washed hair smelling like smoke, and food stalls. Eeeeee i dont like it. But i had the most famous Sg Dua mee udang and i saw my love which was a CUTE male cat. He was sooooo adorable laaaa... and mama bought the pineapple tarts.. SOOOOO SEDAP it's like it just melts in your mouth!!

Ok i've had all the food that i ever wanted to taste when i get back to KL, from the best seafood, satay, NASI kandar ( all though it was against my diet plan) and etc. I'll not be having to eat them food for another year. I'm happy and satisfied. So from tomorrow onwards till i go back to UK, i'm back to lose that weight.

I'm EXCITED for Avril this week and the talk held at KLPAC. looking forward though and to do everything since the following week will be ramadan already. When you least expect it happens - still going strong with that quote =)

ok more updates soon then. <33

Holiday, here i come :) yeay!!

2008-08-21T21:41:00.008+08:00

hello hello :)

There's gonna be nothing much to blog though cos i'm rather excited to go to PENANG again tomorrow till sunday. YAY!! but this time, i'm gonna eat less then what i had last week cos i've acutally eaten most of what i wanted.

I'm gonna do my packing right now and i'm actually quite HAPPY cos veynee said that i'm actually going thinner. hehe. which is a very good thing.

I found this very special website and it's http://www.glamour.com/ and it's got everything all girl need when she's on the go and that's the time you can read about SINGLE women blogs which is very interesting. you know girls , shopping, party , but at the very same time SERIOUS in their career or i must say UNI :) and they've got beauty, health , love and also gossips on celebrities. You should check the website out.

Gabriella Cimi is another GORGEOUS women from Aussie. Her songs are really nice to hear. She's got this deep voice like Amy Winehouse. Just love the type of songs she brings. And i think Natasha from America's Next Top Model SHOULD have won the whole competition compared to Jaslene ( left). Just because she's latino but i think she's not as pretty as Natasha (right). Hurm, maybe it's because she's tried once and she didnt get it so now i think they'll give her another chance to do it.

- Gabriella Cimi

Ok more updates soon when i return from my short vacation with pictures :) <33

2008-08-19T21:20:00.008+08:00

- amirah aliah azlan :)

- the cows that i found rather cute but stinked!

- the whole family which was candid :P

- me enjoying my penang laksa in gurney drive

- the coconuts that i found very interesting in queen street :)

- the view from my hotel, ( thanks to adik for snapping it)

- the brats of AZLAN's now and forever ;)

- mama, me and adik at gurney drive eating, yummy!!!

hello :)

I went to watch Meet Dave yesterday which was such a good movie. it was funny and sad as well at the same time at the ending. thumbs up for the movie. i finally tried the durian flo from new zealand ice cream and it was soooo YUMMY!!! i managed to sneak it into the cinema. hehe thank god it didnt stink. i was worried but hey, it didnt. lucky me :)

ever since the penang trip, still going against the diet plan and have to have a mind set to start dieting again.

anyway, not much happened. just wanna go watch forgetting sarah marshall sooo badly!!! cant believe they have it in malaysia. but of course it's 18 and above. we'll have to wait though.

updates soon. <33

BACK =)

2008-08-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

hey hey!

I'm back from my short but sweet vacation to Penang! It was AWESOME and i had such a wonderful time EATING. I managed to eat the best Ah Soon oysters, laksa, gubak mee, nasi kandar, cendol, the famous queen street curry and also not to forget the kuala kangsar pau with the hainanese beef steak and chicken chop !! yummy to the MAX!!

where did my discipline to keep fit go =( down the drain i guess. haha but now i have to pick it up and get it back on track!!

I went to watch Susuk the movie today. It is very very SCARY and i can still imagine the images from the movie. damn it! but thumbs up for malaysian movies nowadays, a lot of improvements and upgrades.

I'm still strongly believe on the saying - 'When you least expect, it happens'. It does and keep on believing it!

2008-08-16T16:41:00.004+08:00

hello there =)

it's been a day that i havent blogged. well for some reasons though and i shall keep it discreet. euphoria was NO GOOD! no more talking about it. and i dont wanna think about it too.

i have been having such a bad sore throat. eeeeeee it's soooo bad!! every now and then i'll cough especially at night.

im on this short vacation in penang with the family. and i have 1 month left in malaysia. i wanna ENJOY myself to the max cos i'll have to be DEAD SERIOUS when i go back to sunderland. i need to settle my accomodation, get a JOB, assignments will be stacked up and also SAVE UP!!!

anyway, i'll write more and update with some pictures. xxx

sayang, i need you to GROW UP!!

2008-08-14T14:00:00.006+08:00

hello there =)

i've uploaded a picture of me from my Iphone and i think it's got good camera features. not bad innit?

eeeeee sometimes i dont get it people who are NEVER satisfied with themselves and also when they wanna STAND OUT among the rest?? what is there to proof?? that ur the BEST and HOTTEST and MOST POPULAR among the rest?!! and does it MATTER whether the MOST girl who has the MOST ATTENTION among guys count?? oh no i think ur just starting to see the world. im feel sorry and pitiful for you.

please la sayang, GROW UP!! those were high school days and now it's uni days. people become more matured and focus on studies and future! if you cannot learn to grow up and think maturely, i suggest and advice you go for psychiatric consultation darling. it's bout time you realise and change your attitude. YOU REALLY NEED TO!! and one more thing, please look at yourself in the mirror!! and you need start having your own LIFE which is

1) STOP/ IMMEDIATELY being copy cat

2) look at yourself in the mirror and please REALIZE who you are

when you finally understand that, then you'll be able to fit into REALITY =)

MOS tonight? =) here i come. yeay!!

ok more updates soon. <33

2008-08-12T23:25:00.004+08:00

hello there =)

i was being such a good girl today. i woke sooo early bout 7ish got ready and accompanied mama to the hospital. she went for surgery and everything went well. alhamdulillah god was on our side. i felt sooo SLEEPY and catched up my sleep when i went back. i had prawn macaraoni and american cheesecake at secret recipe. yummy!!! with my other half in the family - the father <333

i'm a NET ADDICT nowdays. i blog, sleep, eat, diet, have to go GYM soon but cant be arsed. lol. well there's nothing much i can do. i had gotten my green tea detox and some slimming pills. as usual papa and mama will bising but what to do?? i wanna look good. lol.

i had to go see dr ranjit for the redness on my skin. hurm apparently it's blocked pores!! so it has nothing got to do with the tea, yada yada yada :P i drove myself to subang parade, had my own dinner which was half a salmon bagel and cappucino. i hate it when my skin is a combination skin :P it's oily and DRY. i had gotten myself the Vit E night cream and hopefully it'll be better with the PIMPLES on my nose, forehead and upper lip!! damn it =S i cant believe they dont have nigella's express book at MPH, so i might as well buy it there. i need that BOOK. it'll help save and also get me back on the diet track with her fast, healthy and easy food recipes. MIRAH WANTS JAMBA JUICE!! why cant they have it UK?? maybe sunderland laaa and pls have KRISPY KREME!! eeeee why is sunderland soooo back dated!!!!

more updates tomorrow or when ever. empress orchid to be continued. <33

2008-08-11T22:25:00.003+08:00

another lazy day for me =) i stayed home and i managed to go online using my own laptop. yeah!!

at least i ate according to my tummy. lol. well mommy went to the hospital, and came back with a shocking news which is that she'll have to undergo and operation tomorrow morning. according to the doc, she has a growth and that's the whole reason why she's always feeling tired and looking pale. hope for the best tomorrow. i'll definitely follow her tomorrow!

ok more updates soon. <33

A piece of my mind!

2008-08-10T20:53:00.005+08:00

hurm just because some things may not be perfect for you, and things don't go ur way you start bringing up issues that were once HISTORY. people do make their mistakes and dont you know there's a saying,

'TURN OVER A NEW LEAF'

maybe it's been like a 100th of time im posting these type of blog. i dont know people NEVER understand so the only way is to lay my piece of mind and let it flow by itself.

people say am egoistic! am i? i dont know. but i am very emotional and i do things following my heart and feelings. sensitive and spoilt. irritating and well u name it la. well this is me, but at least i know how to think!!! sighs!!

people need to start being more UNDERSTANDING and make me be HAPPY!! come to think of it, i am happy and complete but maybe it's the ATTENTION i need and not to be IGNORED!! oh no!!

2008-08-09T23:07:00.006+08:00

hello there

i didnt blog for a day and there i feel out of touch from everything. lol. well nothing much actually happened though. i had my self-pampering day yesterday. i went for manicure, pedicure and also for my hair treatment :) i finally got my nails coloured to coral from O.P.I which i wan wanting them so BADLY. and now I LOVE THEM NAILS. yeay!!

i had to attend Sasha's engagement today. she looked pretty with the make up but i thought that the make up was a bit too much. and had to rise pretty early this morning. i went with mama and papa. we spend a couple of hours there, took pictures and i HAD TO EAT RICE!!! sob sob :( well couldnt do much cos i wouldnt want people to say that word ' MENGADE' lol. food was alright but a bit too oily though. i'll post them pictures later. it got hot and stuffy when it got noon so we had lunch and went back home.

we changed and went to the outskirts for a good meal. we went seafood hunting and then asked the restaurants to cook :) it was GOOD FOOD but i didnt eat that much. i wanted to eat durian so badly but i couldnt find them. sob sob. we stopped by at oja's house and had more food AGAIN?? damn there i'll put on weight again. hehe but at least i had my detox tea with me. her ikan masin dish was delicious. yummy!!

10 August 2008

a very lazy sunday, i woke up late and was left home alone. but it was great cos i had my very own time alone and i was able to DIET. lol. and yeay, i managed to eat durian and home cooked dinner with lamb shoulders, pasta , sirloin steak and japanese cooked vege was AWESOMENESS!!!

i might head gym next whole week, got bout a month left till i go back so maybe it's the best time to lose more weight and also with ramadan coming up.

ok more updates soon. <33>

Sunderland Avenue =(

2008-08-07T18:14:00.004+08:00

I'm leaving you for the last time
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I've been confused outta’ my mind lately
You think you're loving but I want to be free.
Baby you've hurt me.

Duffy - Warwick Avenue

You should listening to that song, it's sad and sweet. The lyrics are so MEANINGFUL and it makes you think about what she's trying to tell us :) well, sometimes you think that everyone in this world are all happy go lucky and that problems will NEVER EVER occur but ur WRONG because we all have PROBLEMS. lets face it strong and maturedly.

I do have my very OWN problem that am facing. well sometimes, we all have to go with the flow and lets things happen for itself and that everything happens for a reason. right now, am a bit tired making things to happen so now lets see what happens.

I was going through the LV and Gucci website NOT TO FORGET Chanel. When i thought back, with the Iphone i'm having i can afford a bag from LV and maybe 2 wallets from Gucci. But come to think of it, having an Iphone is such a PRIVILLEGE :) well maybe more like having a Vertu phone.

Lately, i've also being eating TOO MUCH sweet things which i don't know WHY!! i have to put a STOP to it before i get FAT after all the food, drinks and midnight food in Sundeland :(

Hehe speaking of food, i yet to have my dinner. i'm living on light food now and THANKS TO SUBWAY :) and also want to eat at jalan damai and the nasi bubur in Kg Bharu is soooo NICE. wait till ramadhan then maybe i'll lose the fats. lol.

ok updates soon. <33

2008-08-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

hello there =)

i'm LOVIN the Iphone. cant get over it. it's just wanna of THE BEST PHONE EVER that i've used. i know am a little bit paranoid and it might IRRITATE those who's reading but WHO CARES?!! am happy and it makes me happy too.

am a bit SAD. oh well, mama went to the doctor and she's got the early signs of STROKE which is NOT GOOD ok!!! damn but hopefully nothing happens.

there's too much things to be worried bout though. A BIG SIGH!! :S sometimes we NEVER know what people are up to and it can be GOOD OR BAD. so all you have to do, is to go with the flow.

nothing much happend. im happy i talked to MO. he's fine and just catching up. and also DP. i missed them =(

updates soon. <33

2008-08-05T22:22:00.003+08:00

Hiya :)

I'm SOOO VERY HAPPY that i finally got my Iphone and i can tell you that it's one of the BEST phone that i've ever used!!! About the PRICE defo people will be SPEECHLESS when i tell them bout the price. But i love it cos it's Wi-Fi and i can even watch Youtube and Facebook on my iphone. yeay!! it's like i have a moving laptop on the go.

I am still feeling DIZZY after the weekend trip. damn! and i still feel shattered. with the headache and feeling like puking :'( i dont know what's wrong with me!!

I have being eating SOOO VERY MUCH!!! which i know i have to lose weight!!! damn =S so by next month i have to be lighter then i was. i have to reach my goal. lol.

I'm going to sleep SOON! try to wake up earlier even when i THINK have enough sleep.
<33

MTV ASIA AWARDS 2008 PICTURES :)

2008-08-05T14:42:00.010+08:00

Papa and mama, mirah loves you so much!! <33

2008-08-04T23:31:00.006+08:00

Hiya,

I'm very very CONTENT and excited for although i don't wanna be. Why?? Cos finally the Iphone 3G ( 8G) is arriving TOMORROW. wuhu yay!!! i'm not gonna be all so gappy because i
know if i do then something might turn up which might be good or bad.

i was told that it'll arrive tomorrow. hehe, pole was actually shocked when i knew that papa bought the iphone. well, i actually wanted a Blackberry Curve 8320 but instead he got me that which isnt cheap you know!! it's RM4300. i've checked the prices on ebay and it's almost the same. well i could have gotten me self the blackberry which might cost bout RM 1500 but papa always wanted THE BEST :) thank you papa and mama, i love you sooo very very MUCH!! lol :)

i was reading the technical specs and most of the info bout the iphone. i do HOPE the power adapter is included in it and also i'll be able to use it when i go back to UK.

i'm still sick and feeling nausea. maybe am still not used to the feeling of being very tensed up yesterday. i had 12 hours of sleep but as usual still feeling like i've not slept for ages. lol. i wonder why laaa... always like this man!!

anyway, im gonna go to bed NOW. waiting for tomorrow :D updates soon. <33

after math ;)

2008-08-03T22:06:00.003+08:00

hello there =)

after a very long weekend, going to the MTV Asia Awards and theme park the next day all i can say is that 'IT WAS THE BEST SWEET ESCAPE' for me and farah =D there were TONS of pictures of me and her. hehe. SO WHAT??? it's just US!! although i came back feeling sick ( nausea) and shattered with all the crazy outdoor theme rides, the trip was worth it.

i was extremely excited when i heard that i was able to attend the awards. it's the 1st time held in malaysia, so all you can do is to MAKE SURE you attend an event which is once in a lifetime. you'll never know when it'll happen again in Malaysia though. we managed to get the room in Genting which was in Awana. didnt matter as long we had a room to go back after the awards and sleep.

we arrived at the awards bout 7 ish. we thought it started at 7 but by the time we got there, it had already started. we only missed PCD's performance but managed to watch and capture the pictures and performance of the all the international aritists performance such as One Republic, Click Five, The Scripts, Panic at the Disco, LEONA LEWIS, and a whole lots more which was so AWSOME ok. there's too many pictures that i took. i'll have to go to papa's office to upload them cos if had used the maxis broadband, it'll take AGES :( which i HATE waiting cos i have no patience and im soooooo SHATTERED ( tired ). it started bout 7 ish and ended bout 930 with panic at the disco performing last and guess what??? they had this people playing kompang and something like a tabla. it was a mixture of international and traditional music. maybe it was part of the promotion for Malaysia since it's held here.

i loved leona lewis's performance. she was soooo GOOD. and almost everyone was singing along to her better in time and bleeding love song. and not to mention one republic's. OMG. he is CUTE. now im becoming to look at brighter side on white guys. hehe. during the show, my stomach was growling. i was sooo HUNGRY cos all i had was 1 piece of sandwich which i had shared with farah. huhu. so after the awards we went to the after party which was like ok ok laaa... :S we were too hungry laaa.. so we went back to the hotel and ate our stomach out.. lol.. i had my spaghetti marinara which was supposed to be fettucine marinara.. whatever cannot tahan already la.. since we didnt eat much, every part of the body was aching and feeling tired.. it's like the brain and physically was shut down..

this morning, farah woke me up bout 9 ish had breakfast and then went to genting using the cable car which was HELL for me!! I HATED IT ok. i am a afraid of heights. and because of that i felt like i was gonna die. my hands were soooo sweaty and when i reached the theme park, almost all the rides i went was involving HEIGHTS!! the worst was the spiderman ride. OMG. thank god i closed my eyes. i felt like vomitting after that. THANK GOD i didnt go for the roller coaster and solero shot. i've tried it in perth and i know how it felt. i couldnt walk straight anymore. i was hungry and i just needed to eat so we had KFC for dinner. the price was double compared to the ones in town. i just felt like i wanted to go home asap!!! i miss home NOW. seeing the people and my condition. the whole trip was so awful cos both of us were feeling SICK :(

but finally i got home safely, tired, sleepy but excited and content :) yeay!! make my dream come true. but i told me self that am not gonna go to genting in the next 5 years. i cant stand the journey and the winding road.

sometimes i felt like i was a celebrity. maybe it's not just me but farah felt it too :P where ever we go, it's like we're always in the centre of NOT attraction ( you can say it if you want too) but it's like people come up to us and act friendly or sometimes you get all sorts of funny remarks from STUPID and UNWANTED guys esp those REMPITS.. eeee sooo geram laaa!!! die die die!!!

well i'll upload the photos tomorrow or when ever i'm free. updates soon. i need SLEEP!!! nights night ;) <333

sigh!

2008-08-01T15:38:00.003+08:00

People have their ups and downs in life. Sometimes in a month , you tend to feel like EVERYTHING doesnt go your way and you wished that you were NEVER born, innit and you feel like killing or scolding anyone around you?

well that's what we call 'change of hormones' and also when something you want or wish, cant be full-filled, things just seems to go your way. oh well.. what can you do to curb that problem?

i'm actually feeling like that RIGHT NOW! well something when you EXPECT TOO MUCH, you DONT get it, so why HOPE and wait?? but it is part of life. well my remedy when i feel down is to

1)go for a very nice meal with pretty clothes and where you can just indulge with the ambience around you.
2) go for a movie
3) chill on the beach ( have a good sun-tan)
4) SHOPPING, that's definitely a girl's best friend!! ( you just dont need people around you cos with $ , it's like your best friend)
5) read.... find a GOOD novel where you can concentrate and go into the world.

but then, looks like, i get NOTHING. my very own best friend now is this Samsung keyboard and thank you to the internet founder. without you, i think i will never be here.

i was reading through the Female aug 2008 magazine, and i saw this lady namesd Joyce Chong. she is a blogger, writer and she attends famous events all over KL. her blog is www.kinkybluefairy.net. she has graduated in media, and has left her email on her blog, so when i come back next year i might think of going for practical with her since i'm also in that line. by that time, i will be able to be all over and i'm already 21years. wuhu :) cant wait.

ok will blog more then :) <33

2008-07-31T17:04:00.003+08:00

ooh lala.. am happy :) why? i got 2 tickets to go watch the MTV Asia Awards in Genting. it's the first time it's held in Malaysia. PATIENCE PAYS you know. so all you need to do is wait.

i'm still searching for hotels in genting. huhu. hopefully i'll get a room. so that the next day, i'll be able to go to the theme park. it's part of the holiday. yeay :) at least my trip back home is worth while.

lately, i've been doing alot of online shopping on ted baker, miss selfridge and topshop. but my very own favourite is ASOS. it's cheap and you can find all the clothings which look a like famous celebrities such as Lindsay Lohan, Victoria Beckham. i'm in love with Rock & Republic and Evisu jeans. i wanna get it BUT that will be like next year. i have to focus on current issues with is my main priority. online shopping is more or less like window shopping but only on the internet. you cant hold, touch and fit in them so basically it's safer then hitting the malls. lol.

i'm searching for a very nice, affordable trench coat for winter to be worn anywhere and a pair of black boots. huhu. i'll have to head to the metro centre when i go back to UK. it'll be autumn when i return so have to be quick so that i wont be freezing to death. :) i saw this nice trench coat on the MNG website and the price? not bad :) it's black and knee length. have to survey for other brands. maybe there's much nicer boots in Newcastle where veynee bought her shoes.

my lunch and dinner was DELICIOUS ;) salmon bagel and japanese food. it wasnt that much though.

ok updates soon. <33

make it rain :)

2008-07-30T21:16:00.010+08:00

Hello again,

I was watching this stand up comedy from Russel Peters. I laughed my heart out while watching cos he was impersonating the chinese, indians, italians and british. go watch it. i've added the link. just click on it :)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=BhDUJVf6IcY

I'm quite HAPPY cos i'm recovering now. last few days was HORRIBLE but now, although i still the sore throat. I was speaking to Amir today :) as usual when ever we talk, it's always like we're still together again. the both of us will NEVER change. thank you for still being there and caring for me.

it's normal, FIRST LOVE i guess :) whenever i'm in bangsar, curve, klcc ( esp at the parking where we THOUGHT we lost the car LOL), ikea, my horse riding place, ampang, BSC, the yacht club, it seems like we've been everywhere laaa... but we've moved on, sometimes you cant help the memories to just snap the mind <33

i got the accomodation settled :) BUT i'm still confused whether to stay at Clanny or Summerhill. you see the difference is just a bigger or smaller room. in

Clanny House

ADVANTAGES

1) 2 single beds for myself which i can convert it to a queen bed so i'll get a bigger bed for myself.
2) 2 wardrobes for me ( knowing the amount of clothes i have, LOL)
3) a MUCH BIGGER ROOM ( which makes me feel homie, and i'm definitely gonna decorate it like my own room)
4) much more COMFORTABLE
5) away from EVERYONE and i'll get my PRIVACY which i need it <33
6) wont make me look as though i'm staying in a jail which is made out of bricks.
7) i wont miss the campus bus because it comes to clanny FIRST then the other residence halls

DISADVANTAGES

1) far from town

well come to think of it, i do have the Millfield metro station near to my place and also a taxi booth. i just need to get myself an annual metro card which costs 30 quids a year. so it's worth it. i also have Subway ( very GOOD for the diet ) lol, and also Aldi.

Summerhill

ADVANTAGES

1) nearer to town which makes it easier for me when i get a job

there's no disadvantages but ONLY i'm worried bout the room which i think it'll be the same as Precinct. i've made a CONCLUSION that i'm just gonna stick with Clanny House. It's better for me though.

Geneva trip? i've done me listing and budgeting and looks like it's going on very smoothly. i'll just have to get all my work done before christmas, start saving from october and WALAH, all is gonna be MARVELLOUS :)

ok that's all for now. updates soon. -in love with mr.make it rain-

2008-07-29T21:35:00.003+08:00

Hello there,

oh well i'm still sick. i dont know how i came up with flu, fever and cough ( it's the whole package) and my eyes are sunken. huhu. pity me :( i wanna get well soon so that i can be LOUD and crazy again. now i'm a little bit quite though. hehe.

i was thinking lately bout rock-climbing and be fit for the MTV Asia Awards this saturday. pls mr , swallow get the tickets for me.

i just realised that i'm a light sleeper. or maybe it's because i'm sick so i tend to not sleep well. i was happy this morning <333

i enjoyed my dinner tonight. yummy :) kashmiri naan, almond kulfi.. etc.. typical parkistani food <33

http://youtube.com/watch?v=1jAc_-FVjdI

i need rest. sleep is IMPORTANT. well no more distractions then. updates later.

S.I.C.K =(

2008-07-28T16:13:00.002+08:00

hello there =)

i caught the flu bug. and now i am unwell. sighs. it's no good. i feel weak, slow and moody. huhu.

sometimes i dont get it when guys who ACTUALLY have girl friends FLIRT with someone else. what is there to proof? that ur HOT and it doesnt mean that even when you have a gf you can do SHIT. not only that, leaves that very individual like a FOOL. I HATE MALAYSIAN GUYS ( not all but some of em and u know who you are)

i got myself a foot massage. it did help but im still having the flu. huhu. am just too lazy. well, a bit happy cos i managed to speak to young moolah =)

there's nothing much to be said today, i just wanna have my SLEEP and look forward for tomorrow =)

updates soon. <33

G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S :)

2008-07-27T20:37:00.004+08:00

If you aint got NO MONEY take ur broke ass home.

G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S =)

It's all about MONEY nowdays. doesnt matter who you are and where ur from, if you dont have it, it's POINTLESS talking. when you have it, everyone will come close to you and be friends with you. GIRLS even ME sometimes well actually go for LOVE first then comes the $ sign.

you -( with the Evisu jeans and Topshop Plimsoles and Bench jacket and Topman Top)

me - ( black and white trench coat, Chanel handbag, black boots and Miss Sixty skinny and Supre black top).

we will be walking to town and holding hands =) is that true Mirah??? SOON. and the world will know. hehe.

i love my white high waisted skirt. it's nice and cheap. i finally got it at MDVMM.

ok the last week of July, back to the diet again. but only off ( well that that OFF but i eat more than what i eat on the weekdays).

updates soon. <333

2008-07-26T16:23:00.008+08:00

Taurus
4/20 – 5/20

26 July 1008.

You've got a smile on your face for much of the day and your friends and family should share your good mood as long as you're able to keep them around. Everything seems funny to you - according to Yahoo's Astrology.

We'll wait and see what shall happen in the coming hours ok =) i think my horoscope was TRUE. maybe it's because of how i changed my hair do. i love the hairband and parents said i look INNOCENT. lol which i am ok =P

mirah wants to go for High School Musical, MTV Asia Awards and also Avril ok. i dont wanna be a FOOL missing avril's so better be quick.

Audery Hepburn is sooo GORGEOUS ok. so vintage and such a natural beauty. i love her fringe =)

Kim Kardashian, SEXY and SOOO PRETTY!! she doesnt care much about how she looks like and eats ANYTHING but still can maintain being like what she is NOW. Huhu. If im like her, defo i'll get any guys with a snap of my finger. LOL.

we'll have to wait. hehehe. ok updates soon. <33

Mirah - maybe the Joker on the lighter end

2008-07-26T01:04:00.004+08:00

People have to STOP treating me like a BABY. what is there to be so WORRIED and FUSSY about?

well it's not like am up to NO GOOD but they will never get it. WHY? million thoughts linger in my mind but i cant be bothered thinking and fixing up the pieces. the same thoughts gpes over and again. it plays like a tape in a radio which has no pause or STOP button.

im a big girl, well 20 is just a NUMBER but whats important is THE BRAIN, you know :) well people make mistakes and havet their HUGE regrets but hey, guess what??? NO ONE IS PERFECT in this world. lets face that fact. we turn over a new leaf, move on and look to the future so we should give a 2ND CHANCE, hopefully and 1 very fine day. and when that time comes, god bless.

my blog title says.- it's all bout my life, MESSES , random thoughts bla bla bla bla bla.. honestly, in this world for me i do have my rules , plans or another way to summarize the whole word = PRINCIPLE. but sometimes it's BEST to be YOURSELF. forget the rules.. trying to be miss PERFECT isnt gonna work though.

updates soon. <333

i am what i am.

2008-07-24T12:39:00.005+08:00

Sometimes in life, you have your UPS and DOWNS time. and for me, i do get it most of the time.

When i have my ups, it leaves me all HAPPY and SMILEY. all seems smooth flowing NOT all the time so that's whnen i have my DOWNS.

i hate it when you cant do this, have that and think for your ownself. i hate it when people thoughts come through my mind, thinking of how they would treat or act back to you. yeah like i said 'what doesnt kill me, makes me stronger' but at times you fall down. and well, that's when i couldnt give 2 FCUK's bout people and events around me.

i just wanna do MY OWN THINGS now and if you wanna STOP me, i'm soooo very sorry. my 5 fingers are here to listen.

p/s- never meant to be RUDE, these are my thoughts and feelings, so NOW YOU LISTEN. very much appreciated and thank you.

updates soon. love myself.

2008-07-22T22:26:00.015+08:00

Holla,

I've checked the Blackberry that i wanted but it seems my daddy ordered the Iphone 3G for me so im getting the Iphone then the Blackberry. Huhu. Am still confused though.

Accodding to the Apple shop, if you buy the Iphone in UK you wont be able to use it in Malaysia although you send to Low Yatt or where ever to crack it. And im not sure whether if you get the Iphone here i dont know whether you'll be able to use it in UK. And Amir adviced me to get the Blackberry. Lol. Cause his reason was, Paris Hilton uses it. I know la i always wanted to be her since i was with you right?? Funny la tue :P

I went window shopping in Sungei Wang and i cant believe that they actually have EVERYTHING there man. From 'genuine' branded bags and wallets like Gucci, Chanel, LV and so on.. and to the Chinese and Harajuku fashion.. you should know what i mean but i think they look nice and it's sort of cheap..

I love SHOPPING. IT IS MY PASSION. hehehehe :P actually it's not only me, but if you ask any girl defo they'll have the same interest in me right? I've tried to BAN myself from going to the malls but it's POINTLESS cos i still will step into the malls. maybe i should try going there BLIND-FOLDED :P i'm a SHOPAHOLIC laaa.. i dont know whar's gonna happen when i start earning my own salary and i'll start shopping like MAD. hehe.

i'm already one :)

oh well, i will have to find a job for myself then when i go back to UK. and then i can support myself to SWITZERLAND for winter and GREECE for summer next year. i cant wait to go skiing and celebrate new year's and christmas there with Naz, baby Jojo and Marc. and ooohhh lalalala sun-bathing in greece plus checking out all the HOT & guys with 6 packs =)

- the Geneva bridge in Switzerland-

- Greece-

ok updates soon. <333

Mirah's Love Of Her Life <33 - now till forever =)

2008-07-22T21:02:00.012+08:00

What do you need when you have everything in life? Thats me, Amirah Aliah Azlan. And loving it and i'll cherish it.

1) LOVING PARENTS and the brother

mama&papa <33

mirah&mama <33

mirah&arif <33

2) GOOD FRIENDS ( farah , evie and muru)

mirah&farah <3>

3) that special someone? lol :P ( he should be in UK/ Switzerland)

4) boy friends who are there to listen and be there when you need them? ( emdad, marc , DP, )

P/S - i'll have to upload your photos soon ok :)

I have learnt that it's not the amout of friends you need but you need quality friends to be around you and be there when you need them. I'm happy that I do not have UGLY BICTCHES / WANNABE'S or even people who FAKE in front of you and start bitching about you when you leave.

I dont wanna be that GIRL who keeps on doing things and trying to make people happy where else i dont get it in return. NO MORE and i've learnt it.

More updates soon ok. u know u love and i love u too <33>

2008-07-21T18:03:00.004+08:00

hello back :)

i do apologize for the late updates. i had no internet because my daddy didnt pay the bill. i think he must have overlooked it. it's alright cause i managed to go to the office and get all settled and updated. yeay.

i've been quite happy over the last few days. well, i quit my job as you all know and now am just spending and wasting time though. also i need to be selling all my old jeans and tops. i'll probably do it next month since it's almost near to bulan puasa. i shall be going around to the local uni's and random places. huhu hopefully i can manage to selll them off. i dont want them to be stucked in my closet.

i cant wait to see the cousin this friday :) yeay! weekednds gonna be packed with fun, movies, futsal and lots more. i've not get the chance to spend time with her since last dec so i can imagine how much things we'll need to catch up on.

i've realised that i have this crazy mood swings in the week. sometimes i can be EXTREMELY HAPPY and on the other hand i can be some crazy , emo and sensitive girl. i dont know what has gone into me but i strongly think it's the temperature and events around me. LOL :P

i'm sort of happy nowdays cos i think im getting what i want in life :) to make it much more complete which is LOVE :)

i've decided to get myself the Blackberry Curve 8300. I'm not getting myself an Iphone because it's features are so limited and there's quite a lot of ups and downs with it. it's just famous for its style but not its features where else a blackberry has it all. i dont need it much for its music and camera though cause i have an ipod which is 8G and a sony T-2 digital camera. So i hope they have it here in Malaysia.

i'll need to do more survey on the phone and make my decisions soon. more updates soon :) <33

a whole lotta songs in my mind

2008-07-18T19:09:00.004+08:00

i'm into songs that has good meanings and makes you think after listening to it. i'm into both of these songs althogh usher's burn is not in my Ipod which i just realised. idiot of me. hehehe.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=WJLkWtC2Z8Q&feature=related

Tell me why I should stay in this relationship

When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby

Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with

I think that you should let it burn. Usher - Burn

I've found the song that I'm looking for. Although it's sad but if only you knew how i felt. Sooo lame. I dont know why but I think I should write a book on LOVE = A LOSING GAME.

I advice the people out there to only committ when both party can actually committ and give in.

Now is i switch to this, why cause of you :) You taught me to listen to MJ. thank you.

In time I knew that love would bring

This happiness to me I tried to keep my sanity

I waited patiently

You rocked my world, you know you did

And everything

I’m gonna give (You rocked my world)

And there ain’t nothing we could find

Someone like you to call mine (You rocked my world). Michael Jackson - You Rock My World

http://youtube.com/watch?v=8k0GZaPPkf4

updates soon. <33

what a life ;)

2008-07-18T13:41:00.007+08:00

Why do we even have stalkers? Dont they actually understand that you need time and space? That's why theyre called stalkers, because theyre persistent, irritating and also demanding. They never leave you in peace. Oh well, all you need to do is play your cards right and when the time comes ( that's when things get over the limit, tell them to FUCK OFF!!!!)

I want to do things on my own and I have my own priority but some people just dont get it.

Guess what?? The guy that I think is very attractive messaged me this morning. Some people just dont sleep even when it's already 5am. I never thought you will text me. At least you remembered me. LOL :)

I need to go somewhere for a vacation. Just need to go away far away from all the stress and distractions here. I'm going to Bali next month during the little brother's mid year holiday. I cant wait. Am working on the bikini body, although i find myself OK. but still not satisfied. and to do some beach attire shopping. thank god i brought back the bikini :D Kuta beach here i come where all the HOT indonesian guys will be there, night life and also the beach. Anyone up for a Pina Colada? or a Malibu? :P

I've done so much crazy things in my life. Hurm, let me see..

1) Going for this Indonesian concert which was full of workers and funny + weird people.
2) Working part time as a sales girl which was only for 2 days. ( that was sick)

I dont quite remember but there's actually more. There's some that I dont wanna post on my blog cos those are really CRAZY.

I'll update soon. uknowuloveme. <33>

A whole new beginning :)

2008-07-16T23:24:00.003+08:00

As long as i have been alive for 20 years and 7 months and 16 days, i do complain and regret on a lot of things but everything happens for a REASON.

I dont open my mouth and just shout things out. Everyone can NEVER be satisfied with what they have. Even the richest person in the world or the top ruling person on the Forbes list. I always wish that one fine day, someone rich or famous can just take me away and i can live happily ever after with them. I'll definitely give money to the parents who I LOVE FCUKIN MUCH and the little brother. I'll just give them anything they want.

But oh well, when i think back, how far can i day and night dream. You'll have to study hard and work my way through to SUCCESS and HAPPINESS :)

I have done so much mistakes and also had my regrets. But then, I am already 20 years old and I know how to THINK and ACT wisely. What has happened in the past, it shall remain history and everyone turns over a new leaf right??

I've stopped working today. Well, I dont think i can even cope with the people that I work with and the job. Too many reasons which i think I did the right thing. I should spend more time with the family and best friends. Like i said , shopping is my 2nd name so maybe by doing that it'll fill up my time. ehehehe ( mama and papa, it's just for the blog but sometimes i cant help it). huhu.

By the way, NVM is nevermind ok :)

The best remedy is to chill, watch and learn.

“Let me tell you something, Mister. If I had her money, I'd be richer than she is.' - Breakfast at Tiffany's”

i'll update my blog soon. i love you all. xoxo

Something new and different :)

2008-07-14T23:07:00.004+08:00

This is officially my first post after i've deleted the first blog. I feel like i need some changes in everything especially now i want something different in my life.

I am perfect and i have everything i need in this world. Except for one thing which is LOVE. I still have not met the one i'm meant to be with. Well in another words, someone who can UNDERSTAND you and be there for you when you really need them.

Lots of people wants to ride with you in a limo,

but what you want,

is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down. - Oprah Winfrey-

I love the parents. Honestly, without them, NO LIFE, NO FUTURE. it's not that i cant plan and predict my future, but it's their guidance that will shape it. So I'm blessed to have them for EVERYTHING. thank you.

and adik, you are becoming like papa. which is NOT A GOOD THING ok! being protective and possesive. but it's all for the good.

I'm moving on very well :) Thank you to my supportive friends. Farah Atikah, I love you. I've known you for 8 years and i'm sooo happy that we're still standing strong and we will keep it going till forever ok. xxxx

To all my BEST friends in Malaysia, Evie ( I LOVE YOU and we will be friends till then end of the road ok) and Muru, you are like my younger brother who i think is very much matured than me. Thank you for being there for me. You've listened to all my problems and your adviced are worth it. I do not need anyone else to judge or tell me what to do. Because i believe that you need friends, who can be HONEST, FAITHFUL and be there 24,7 when u need them.

I dont think that JEALOUSY will ever bring us anywhere. It ruins the relationship and also friendship. why am saying this? I've been going through so much.

Girls are known of being jealous with the other girl. It's so SHIT. I fucking hate it la. When will this all stop?? And there more shit when guys are involved. Well whatever it is, i am soooo very happy with my life now. I have ALL i need with the good family and friends. i dont wanna complain no more.

People can say ANYTHING bout me but i dont give a DAMN bout their comments no more. 'What doesnt kill me, makes me stronger". You dont even pay my BILLS, FEES, and even SUPPORT me so why should i care?

You guys can FUCK OFF :(

Am tired now. I'll update more tomorrow. uknowuloveme. xxx