Avril's concert was AWESOME man!!!!! it was worth it and i'm happy cos at least i can tell everyone that i've been to her concert and yes i have seen her playing the drums and at the same time rapping!!! But guess what??? I think i must have set my digital camera wrongly and most f the pictures which came out was blur. Argh!!! There are a few of them which turned out fine. I'll upload them later.  

Farah had left from UIA straight to Stadium Merdeka and waited for us as usual. Me and Muru had taken the train from Bangsar to the stadium. Huhu, it was packed man, after a very long time not traveling by public transport it felt weird and lost. 

It started bout 9pm which was supposed to start at 845pm but as usual never on time and it was raining when i got there. oh no, there goes my hair. lol but the organizers prepared rain coats which were made out of plastics( you know the ones that you get when you buy groceries, it was soooos stuffy and sticks to your body). me and muru had gotten an umbrella, which helped us as well. thanks muru :) She sang all of her songs from her first and till her current album which was sooooo GOOD =) The concert had ended bout 1045pm. It was soooo jammed after the concert and every part of KL was packed. We were so starving too so we head our midnight meal bout 1am. I did not eat any carbs because it was already late. I had reached home bout 2am plus. 

And plus im very happy and proud of myself cos i manage to eat carbs only once a day for the whole of last week =) great achievement yeah!! And tomorrow is puasa already so i have 2 weeks left to do my crazy diet before i leave so i better get down to business. Hehe. And i need to start waking up early cos lately i wake up bout 12 plus which i think if i keep on doing this, my cheeks is gonna start growing again =( no i dont want!!!!

Things to do before i go back to UK

1) to get everything on my " NEEDED LIST"

2) to meet up with friends 

3) to go to Jalan Damai ( lol, i wanna go there)

4) taste all of the food cos it's gonna be a year plus then only i'll come back)

5) a luggage bag and Chanel pls =)

Anyway more updates soon, but i shall be busy this few weeks so get everything done and settled.. <33

I feel much better today =) But once in a month, a girl needs to feel like shit bcos of a reason which all girls cannot say no to 'IT' =( maybe that's the reason why i felt like what i had written on my blog last night. 

I managed to get my Avril tickets today. Yeay! But it was a little bit troublesome, cos i had gone to O.U first but then when i went to Rock Corner, apparently they dont sell it there anymore so i had to go all the way to the Galaxy Ticketing Counter at Midvalley. I was lost too but managed to find it. I got myself the RM138 tickets. And the guy took soooo long to give me the tickets. Eeeee but he was nice as well cos he advised me to go early to avoid the crowd. 

I'll update more with pictures tomorrow (hopefully). Hehe. <33

I dont know!

dumb
speechless
disturbed
paranoid
irritated
confused

What have all these words have in common?? Well let me tell you that actually it resembles me at the very moment. Nothing much to update today but well thats how i feel. And i'm hoping that the feelings shall fade when i wake up tomorrow morning. Sighs! And i cant believe i shed a tear while watching Meet The Browns a while ago.

Ok i shall hit the covers now. I can hear it calling me =) xx

 

       - me and mama on my easter trip                       

  

hey hey =)

I found these new pictures in the computer so i thought of uploading it. 

Hurm, how i wished my Apple Iphone had bluetooth or at least allow me to send the pictures to the computer. Everytime i take a picture i have to go to Starbucks or any place which has Wi-Fi connection which irritates me at time cos it would have been easier if i can just transfer the pictures using the cables. But this makes me use my Sony Cybershot T-2 digital camera more. Lol =)

I have been doing some online window shopping on the Ikea and Debenhams website and also preparing my budget to get my bedroom and kitchen applicances when i return back to UK. It's not easy when you have to do everything alone and also shop alone. Unfortunately Kim will only be coming back from Canada end of the month so looks like i'm gonna have to do all by myself. Huhu. 

Anyway more updates soon. <33

Stop being a bitch!!

I've definitely had enough of YOU!!! And guess what?? I used to HATE YOU just a little bit but your actions and words has made it more worst making me wanna KILL and CUT you into pieces, biatch. You know the movie Urban Legend??? Well i could be the next killer on the loose with the hooded puff jacket. Just to remind you , i do have a similar jacket like that but the only difference is that mine is black in colour =) so dont make me do that. You'll never ever change and maybe you really need a HARD SMACK on every part of your head till you go into comma! I'm not trying to be MEAN but what are best friends for huh?? 

1) TO BE 24/7 when you need them

2) NEVER EVER back stabbed them

3) back you up when you have problems

4) a shoulder to cry on

5) and be HONEST and FAITHFUL, thats only when you learn and appreciate the friendship!!

But i guess you'll NEVER understand, and never learn. Just because you've got your 'best friend' back now you actually have someone there to be on your side and follow your lead but guess what?? It wont be long!! Well it doesnt matter, i'm sick and tired blabbing bout the same thing over and over again. A tramp will always be one.

I wanna rest my head and i need sleep right now. more updates soon. <33

Holla =)

Yeay i'm finally back after from my 3 days 2n nights holiday in Penang. It was fun and I was having such a massive food galore. I had Chili's and since i was craving for chocolate on friday night i managed to have my banana indulgence cake from secret recipe and

my dark mocha frap from Starbucks. Oh not forgetting, i also had a slice of marble cheese cake along with the cakes but didnt finish it. I had like 5 meals a on Friday and Saturday which was CRAZY but thank god i had my detox tea and all of the food portions were small. Fuih.

I had my hair washed on Saturday and got it blown with curls. I liked it :) But then daddy wanted to go to the election site in Permatang Pauh and i had to be his cameraman. There goes my just washed hair smelling like smoke, and food stalls. Eeeeee i dont like it. But i had the most famous Sg Dua mee udang and i saw my love which was a CUTE male cat. He was sooooo adorable laaaa... and mama bought the pineapple tarts.. SOOOOO SEDAP it's like it just melts in your mouth!!

Ok i've had all the food that i ever wanted to taste when i get back to KL, from the best seafood, satay, NASI kandar ( all though it was against my diet plan) and etc. I'll not be having to eat them food for another year. I'm happy and satisfied. So from tomorrow onwards till i go back to UK, i'm back to lose that weight. 

I'm EXCITED for Avril this week and the talk held at KLPAC. looking forward though and to do everything since the following week will be ramadan already. When you least expect it happens - still going strong with that quote =)

ok more updates soon then. <33

Holiday, here i come :) yeay!!

hello hello :)

There's gonna be nothing much to blog though cos i'm rather excited to go to PENANG again tomorrow till sunday. YAY!! but this time, i'm gonna eat less then what i had last week cos i've acutally eaten most of what i wanted.


I'm gonna do my packing right now and i'm actually quite HAPPY cos veynee said that i'm actually going thinner. hehe. which is a very good thing.


I found this very special website and it's http://www.glamour.com/ and it's got everything all girl need when she's on the go and that's the time you can read about SINGLE women blogs which is very interesting. you know girls , shopping, party , but at the very same time SERIOUS in their career or i must say UNI :) and they've got beauty, health , love and also gossips on celebrities. You should check the website out.





Gabriella Cimi is another GORGEOUS women from Aussie. Her songs are really nice to hear. She's got this deep voice like Amy Winehouse. Just love the type of songs she brings. And i think Natasha from America's Next Top Model SHOULD have won the whole competition compared to Jaslene ( left). Just because she's latino but i think she's not as pretty as Natasha (right). Hurm, maybe it's because she's tried once and she didnt get it so now i think they'll give her another chance to do it.






- Gabriella Cimi


















































Ok more updates soon when i return from my short vacation with pictures :) <33

 - amirah aliah azlan :)

  - the cows that i found rather cute but stinked!

 - the whole family which was candid :P

  - me enjoying my penang laksa in gurney drive

  - the coconuts that i found very interesting in queen street :)

- the view from my hotel, ( thanks to adik for snapping it)

- the brats of AZLAN's now and forever ;)

  - mama, me and adik at gurney drive eating, yummy!!!

  

hello :)

I went to watch Meet Dave yesterday which was such a good movie. it was funny and sad as well at the same time at the ending. thumbs up for the movie. i finally tried the durian flo from new zealand ice cream and it was soooo YUMMY!!! i managed to sneak it into the cinema. hehe thank god it didnt stink. i was worried but hey, it didnt. lucky me :)

ever since the penang trip, still going against the diet plan and have to have a mind set to start dieting again.

anyway, not much happened. just wanna go watch forgetting sarah marshall sooo badly!!! cant believe they have it in malaysia. but of course it's 18 and above. we'll have to wait though.

updates soon. <33

BACK =)

hey hey!

I'm back from my short but sweet vacation to Penang! It was AWESOME and i had such a wonderful time EATING. I managed to eat the best Ah Soon oysters, laksa, gubak mee, nasi kandar, cendol, the famous queen street curry and also not to forget the kuala kangsar pau with the hainanese beef steak and chicken chop !! yummy to the MAX!!

where did my discipline to keep fit go =( down the drain i guess. haha but now i have to pick it up and get it back on track!!

I went to watch Susuk the movie today. It is very very SCARY and i can still imagine the images from the movie. damn it! but thumbs up for malaysian movies nowadays, a lot of improvements and upgrades.

I'm still strongly believe on the saying - 'When you least expect, it happens'. It does and keep on believing it!

hello there =)

it's been a day that i havent blogged. well for some reasons though and i shall keep it discreet. euphoria was NO GOOD! no more talking about it. and i dont wanna think about it too.

i have been having such a bad sore throat. eeeeeee it's soooo bad!! every now and then i'll cough especially at night.

im on this short vacation in penang with the family. and i have 1 month left in malaysia. i wanna ENJOY myself to the max cos i'll have to be DEAD SERIOUS when i go back to sunderland. i need to settle my accomodation, get a JOB, assignments will be stacked up and also SAVE UP!!!

anyway, i'll write more and update with some pictures. xxx

sayang, i need you to GROW UP!!

hello there =)

i've uploaded a picture of me from my Iphone and i think it's got good camera features. not bad innit?

eeeeee sometimes i dont get it people who are NEVER satisfied with themselves and also when they wanna STAND OUT among the rest?? what is there to proof?? that ur the BEST and HOTTEST and MOST POPULAR among the rest?!! and does it MATTER whether the MOST girl who has the MOST ATTENTION among guys count?? oh no i think ur just starting to see the world. im feel sorry and pitiful for you.

please la sayang, GROW UP!! those were high school days and now it's uni days. people become more matured and focus on studies and future! if you cannot learn to grow up and think maturely, i suggest and advice you go for psychiatric consultation darling. it's bout time you realise and change your attitude. YOU REALLY NEED TO!! and one more thing, please look at yourself in the mirror!! and you need start having your own LIFE which is

1) STOP/ IMMEDIATELY being copy cat

2) look at yourself in the mirror and please REALIZE who you are

when you finally understand that, then you'll be able to fit into REALITY =)

MOS tonight? =) here i come. yeay!!

ok more updates soon. <33

hello there =)

i was being such a good girl today. i woke sooo early bout 7ish got ready and accompanied mama to the hospital. she went for surgery and everything went well. alhamdulillah god was on our side. i felt sooo SLEEPY and catched up my sleep when i went back. i had prawn macaraoni and american cheesecake at secret recipe. yummy!!! with my other half in the family - the father <333

i'm a NET ADDICT nowdays. i blog, sleep, eat, diet, have to go GYM soon but cant be arsed. lol. well there's nothing much i can do. i had gotten my green tea detox and some slimming pills. as usual papa and mama will bising but what to do?? i wanna look good. lol.

i had to go see dr ranjit for the redness on my skin. hurm apparently it's blocked pores!! so it has nothing got to do with the tea, yada yada yada :P i drove myself to subang parade, had my own dinner which was half a salmon bagel and cappucino. i hate it when my skin is a combination skin :P it's oily and DRY. i had gotten myself the Vit E night cream and hopefully it'll be better with the PIMPLES on my nose, forehead and upper lip!! damn it =S i cant believe they dont have nigella's express book at MPH, so i might as well buy it there. i need that BOOK. it'll help save and also get me back on the diet track with her fast, healthy and easy food recipes. MIRAH WANTS JAMBA JUICE!! why cant they have it UK?? maybe sunderland laaa and pls have KRISPY KREME!! eeeee why is sunderland soooo back dated!!!!

more updates tomorrow or when ever. empress orchid to be continued. <33

another lazy day for me =) i stayed home and i managed to go online using my own laptop. yeah!!

at least i ate according to my tummy. lol. well mommy went to the hospital, and came back with a shocking news which is that she'll have to undergo and operation tomorrow morning. according to the doc, she has a growth and that's the whole reason why she's always feeling tired and looking pale. hope for the best tomorrow. i'll definitely follow her tomorrow!

ok more updates soon. <33

A piece of my mind!

hurm just because some things may not be perfect for you, and things don't go ur way you start bringing up issues that were once HISTORY. people do make their mistakes and dont you know there's a saying,

'TURN OVER A NEW LEAF'

maybe it's been like a 100th of time im posting these type of blog. i dont know people NEVER understand so the only way is to lay my piece of mind and let it flow by itself.

people say am egoistic! am i? i dont know. but i am very emotional and i do things following my heart and feelings. sensitive and spoilt. irritating and well u name it la. well this is me, but at least i know how to think!!! sighs!!

people need to start being more UNDERSTANDING and make me be HAPPY!! come to think of it, i am happy and complete but maybe it's the ATTENTION i need and not to be IGNORED!! oh no!!

hello there


i didnt blog for a day and there i feel out of touch from everything. lol. well nothing much actually happened though. i had my self-pampering day yesterday. i went for manicure, pedicure and also for my hair treatment :) i finally got my nails coloured to coral from O.P.I which i wan wanting them so BADLY. and now I LOVE THEM NAILS. yeay!!



i had to attend Sasha's engagement today. she looked pretty with the make up but i thought that the make up was a bit too much. and had to rise pretty early this morning. i went with mama and papa. we spend a couple of hours there, took pictures and i HAD TO EAT RICE!!! sob sob :( well couldnt do much cos i wouldnt want people to say that word ' MENGADE' lol. food was alright but a bit too oily though. i'll post them pictures later. it got hot and stuffy when it got noon so we had lunch and went back home.

we changed and went to the outskirts for a good meal. we went seafood hunting and then asked the restaurants to cook :) it was GOOD FOOD but i didnt eat that much. i wanted to eat durian so badly but i couldnt find them. sob sob. we stopped by at oja's house and had more food AGAIN?? damn there i'll put on weight again. hehe but at least i had my detox tea with me. her ikan masin dish was delicious. yummy!!

10 August 2008

a very lazy sunday, i woke up late and was left home alone. but it was great cos i had my very own time alone and i was able to DIET. lol. and yeay, i managed to eat durian and home cooked dinner with lamb shoulders, pasta , sirloin steak and japanese cooked vege was AWESOMENESS!!!

i might head gym next whole week, got bout a month left till i go back so maybe it's the best time to lose more weight and also with ramadan coming up.

ok more updates soon. <33>

Sunderland Avenue =(

I'm leaving you for the last time
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I've been confused outta’ my mind lately
You think you're loving but I want to be free.
Baby you've hurt me.

Duffy - Warwick Avenue

You should listening to that song, it's sad and sweet. The lyrics are so MEANINGFUL and it makes you think about what she's trying to tell us :) well, sometimes you think that everyone in this world are all happy go lucky and that problems will NEVER EVER occur but ur WRONG because we all have PROBLEMS. lets face it strong and maturedly.

I do have my very OWN problem that am facing. well sometimes, we all have to go with the flow and lets things happen for itself and that everything happens for a reason. right now, am a bit tired making things to happen so now lets see what happens.

I was going through the LV and Gucci website NOT TO FORGET Chanel. When i thought back, with the Iphone i'm having i can afford a bag from LV and maybe 2 wallets from Gucci. But come to think of it, having an Iphone is such a PRIVILLEGE :) well maybe more like having a Vertu phone.

Lately, i've also being eating TOO MUCH sweet things which i don't know WHY!! i have to put a STOP to it before i get FAT after all the food, drinks and midnight food in Sundeland :(

Hehe speaking of food, i yet to have my dinner. i'm living on light food now and THANKS TO SUBWAY :) and also want to eat at jalan damai and the nasi bubur in Kg Bharu is soooo NICE. wait till ramadhan then maybe i'll lose the fats. lol.

ok updates soon. <33

hello there =)

i'm LOVIN the Iphone. cant get over it. it's just wanna of THE BEST PHONE EVER that i've used. i know am a little bit paranoid and it might IRRITATE those who's reading but WHO CARES?!! am happy and it makes me happy too.

am a bit SAD. oh well, mama went to the doctor and she's got the early signs of STROKE which is NOT GOOD ok!!! damn but hopefully nothing happens.

there's too much things to be worried bout though. A BIG SIGH!! :S sometimes we NEVER know what people are up to and it can be GOOD OR BAD. so all you have to do, is to go with the flow.

nothing much happend. im happy i talked to MO. he's fine and just catching up. and also DP. i missed them =(

updates soon. <33

Hiya :)

I'm SOOO VERY HAPPY that i finally got my Iphone and i can tell you that it's one of the BEST phone that i've ever used!!! About the PRICE defo people will be SPEECHLESS when i tell them bout the price. But i love it cos it's Wi-Fi and i can even watch Youtube and Facebook on my iphone. yeay!! it's like i have a moving laptop on the go.

I am still feeling DIZZY after the weekend trip. damn! and i still feel shattered. with the headache and feeling like puking :'( i dont know what's wrong with me!!

I have being eating SOOO VERY MUCH!!! which i know i have to lose weight!!! damn =S so by next month i have to be lighter then i was. i have to reach my goal. lol.

I'm going to sleep SOON! try to wake up earlier even when i THINK have enough sleep.
<33

MTV ASIA AWARDS 2008 PICTURES :)

Papa and mama, mirah loves you so much!! <33

Hiya,

I'm very very CONTENT and excited for although i don't wanna be. Why?? Cos finally the Iphone 3G ( 8G) is arriving TOMORROW. wuhu yay!!! i'm not gonna be all so gappy because i
know if i do then something might turn up which might be good or bad.









i was told that it'll arrive tomorrow. hehe, pole was actually shocked when i knew that papa bought the iphone. well, i actually wanted a Blackberry Curve 8320 but instead he got me that which isnt cheap you know!! it's RM4300. i've checked the prices on ebay and it's almost the same. well i could have gotten me self the blackberry which might cost bout RM 1500 but papa always wanted THE BEST :) thank you papa and mama, i love you sooo very very MUCH!! lol :)



i was reading the technical specs and most of the info bout the iphone. i do HOPE the power adapter is included in it and also i'll be able to use it when i go back to UK.



i'm still sick and feeling nausea. maybe am still not used to the feeling of being very tensed up yesterday. i had 12 hours of sleep but as usual still feeling like i've not slept for ages. lol. i wonder why laaa... always like this man!!



anyway, im gonna go to bed NOW. waiting for tomorrow :D updates soon. <33

after math ;)

hello there =)

after a very long weekend, going to the MTV Asia Awards and theme park the next day all i can say is that 'IT WAS THE BEST SWEET ESCAPE' for me and farah =D there were TONS of pictures of me and her. hehe. SO WHAT??? it's just US!! although i came back feeling sick ( nausea) and shattered with all the crazy outdoor theme rides, the trip was worth it.

i was extremely excited when i heard that i was able to attend the awards. it's the 1st time held in malaysia, so all you can do is to MAKE SURE you attend an event which is once in a lifetime. you'll never know when it'll happen again in Malaysia though. we managed to get the room in Genting which was in Awana. didnt matter as long we had a room to go back after the awards and sleep.

we arrived at the awards bout 7 ish. we thought it started at 7 but by the time we got there, it had already started. we only missed PCD's performance but managed to watch and capture the pictures and performance of the all the international aritists performance such as One Republic, Click Five, The Scripts, Panic at the Disco, LEONA LEWIS, and a whole lots more which was so AWSOME ok. there's too many pictures that i took. i'll have to go to papa's office to upload them cos if had used the maxis broadband, it'll take AGES :( which i HATE waiting cos i have no patience and im soooooo SHATTERED ( tired ). it started bout 7 ish and ended bout 930 with panic at the disco performing last and guess what??? they had this people playing kompang and something like a tabla. it was a mixture of international and traditional music. maybe it was part of the promotion for Malaysia since it's held here.

i loved leona lewis's performance. she was soooo GOOD. and almost everyone was singing along to her better in time and bleeding love song. and not to mention one republic's. OMG. he is CUTE. now im becoming to look at brighter side on white guys. hehe. during the show, my stomach was growling. i was sooo HUNGRY cos all i had was 1 piece of sandwich which i had shared with farah. huhu. so after the awards we went to the after party which was like ok ok laaa... :S we were too hungry laaa.. so we went back to the hotel and ate our stomach out.. lol.. i had my spaghetti marinara which was supposed to be fettucine marinara.. whatever cannot tahan already la.. since we didnt eat much, every part of the body was aching and feeling tired.. it's like the brain and physically was shut down..

this morning, farah woke me up bout 9 ish had breakfast and then went to genting using the cable car which was HELL for me!! I HATED IT ok. i am a afraid of heights. and because of that i felt like i was gonna die. my hands were soooo sweaty and when i reached the theme park, almost all the rides i went was involving HEIGHTS!! the worst was the spiderman ride. OMG. thank god i closed my eyes. i felt like vomitting after that. THANK GOD i didnt go for the roller coaster and solero shot. i've tried it in perth and i know how it felt. i couldnt walk straight anymore. i was hungry and i just needed to eat so we had KFC for dinner. the price was double compared to the ones in town. i just felt like i wanted to go home asap!!! i miss home NOW. seeing the people and my condition. the whole trip was so awful cos both of us were feeling SICK :(

but finally i got home safely, tired, sleepy but excited and content :) yeay!! make my dream come true. but i told me self that am not gonna go to genting in the next 5 years. i cant stand the journey and the winding road.

sometimes i felt like i was a celebrity. maybe it's not just me but farah felt it too :P where ever we go, it's like we're always in the centre of NOT attraction ( you can say it if you want too) but it's like people come up to us and act friendly or sometimes you get all sorts of funny remarks from STUPID and UNWANTED guys esp those REMPITS.. eeee sooo geram laaa!!! die die die!!!

well i'll upload the photos tomorrow or when ever i'm free. updates soon. i need SLEEP!!! nights night ;) <333

sigh!

People have their ups and downs in life. Sometimes in a month , you tend to feel like EVERYTHING doesnt go your way and you wished that you were NEVER born, innit and you feel like killing or scolding anyone around you?

well that's what we call 'change of hormones' and also when something you want or wish, cant be full-filled, things just seems to go your way. oh well.. what can you do to curb that problem?

i'm actually feeling like that RIGHT NOW! well something when you EXPECT TOO MUCH, you DONT get it, so why HOPE and wait?? but it is part of life. well my remedy when i feel down is to

1)go for a very nice meal with pretty clothes and where you can just indulge with the ambience around you.
2) go for a movie
3) chill on the beach ( have a good sun-tan)
4) SHOPPING, that's definitely a girl's best friend!! ( you just dont need people around you cos with $ , it's like your best friend)
5) read.... find a GOOD novel where you can concentrate and go into the world.

but then, looks like, i get NOTHING. my very own best friend now is this Samsung keyboard and thank you to the internet founder. without you, i think i will never be here.

i was reading through the Female aug 2008 magazine, and i saw this lady namesd Joyce Chong. she is a blogger, writer and she attends famous events all over KL. her blog is www.kinkybluefairy.net. she has graduated in media, and has left her email on her blog, so when i come back next year i might think of going for practical with her since i'm also in that line. by that time, i will be able to be all over and i'm already 21years. wuhu :) cant wait.

ok will blog more then :) <33