ooh lala.. am happy :) why? i got 2 tickets to go watch the MTV Asia Awards in Genting. it's the first time it's held in Malaysia. PATIENCE PAYS you know. so all you need to do is wait.

i'm still searching for hotels in genting. huhu. hopefully i'll get a room. so that the next day, i'll be able to go to the theme park. it's part of the holiday. yeay :) at least my trip back home is worth while.

lately, i've been doing alot of online shopping on ted baker, miss selfridge and topshop. but my very own favourite is ASOS. it's cheap and you can find all the clothings which look a like famous celebrities such as Lindsay Lohan, Victoria Beckham. i'm in love with Rock & Republic and Evisu jeans. i wanna get it BUT that will be like next year. i have to focus on current issues with is my main priority. online shopping is more or less like window shopping but only on the internet. you cant hold, touch and fit in them so basically it's safer then hitting the malls. lol.

i'm searching for a very nice, affordable trench coat for winter to be worn anywhere and a pair of black boots. huhu. i'll have to head to the metro centre when i go back to UK. it'll be autumn when i return so have to be quick so that i wont be freezing to death. :) i saw this nice trench coat on the MNG website and the price? not bad :) it's black and knee length. have to survey for other brands. maybe there's much nicer boots in Newcastle where veynee bought her shoes.

my lunch and dinner was DELICIOUS ;) salmon bagel and japanese food. it wasnt that much though.

ok updates soon. <33

make it rain :)

Hello again,

I was watching this stand up comedy from Russel Peters. I laughed my heart out while watching cos he was impersonating the chinese, indians, italians and british. go watch it. i've added the link. just click on it :)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=BhDUJVf6IcY



I'm quite HAPPY cos i'm recovering now. last few days was HORRIBLE but now, although i still the sore throat. I was speaking to Amir today :) as usual when ever we talk, it's always like we're still together again. the both of us will NEVER change. thank you for still being there and caring for me.



it's normal, FIRST LOVE i guess :) whenever i'm in bangsar, curve, klcc ( esp at the parking where we THOUGHT we lost the car LOL), ikea, my horse riding place, ampang, BSC, the yacht club, it seems like we've been everywhere laaa... but we've moved on, sometimes you cant help the memories to just snap the mind <33



i got the accomodation settled :) BUT i'm still confused whether to stay at Clanny or Summerhill. you see the difference is just a bigger or smaller room. in



Clanny House

ADVANTAGES

1) 2 single beds for myself which i can convert it to a queen bed so i'll get a bigger bed for myself.
2) 2 wardrobes for me ( knowing the amount of clothes i have, LOL)
3) a MUCH BIGGER ROOM ( which makes me feel homie, and i'm definitely gonna decorate it like my own room)
4) much more COMFORTABLE
5) away from EVERYONE and i'll get my PRIVACY which i need it <33
6) wont make me look as though i'm staying in a jail which is made out of bricks.
7) i wont miss the campus bus because it comes to clanny FIRST then the other residence halls

DISADVANTAGES

1) far from town

well come to think of it, i do have the Millfield metro station near to my place and also a taxi booth. i just need to get myself an annual metro card which costs 30 quids a year. so it's worth it. i also have Subway ( very GOOD for the diet ) lol, and also Aldi.

Summerhill

ADVANTAGES

1) nearer to town which makes it easier for me when i get a job

there's no disadvantages but ONLY i'm worried bout the room which i think it'll be the same as Precinct. i've made a CONCLUSION that i'm just gonna stick with Clanny House. It's better for me though.

Geneva trip? i've done me listing and budgeting and looks like it's going on very smoothly. i'll just have to get all my work done before christmas, start saving from october and WALAH, all is gonna be MARVELLOUS :)

ok that's all for now. updates soon. -in love with mr.make it rain-

Hello there,

oh well i'm still sick. i dont know how i came up with flu, fever and cough ( it's the whole package) and my eyes are sunken. huhu. pity me :( i wanna get well soon so that i can be LOUD and crazy again. now i'm a little bit quite though. hehe.

i was thinking lately bout rock-climbing and be fit for the MTV Asia Awards this saturday. pls mr , swallow get the tickets for me.

i just realised that i'm a light sleeper. or maybe it's because i'm sick so i tend to not sleep well. i was happy this morning <333

i enjoyed my dinner tonight. yummy :) kashmiri naan, almond kulfi.. etc.. typical parkistani food <33

http://youtube.com/watch?v=1jAc_-FVjdI

i need rest. sleep is IMPORTANT. well no more distractions then. updates later.

S.I.C.K =(

hello there =)

i caught the flu bug. and now i am unwell. sighs. it's no good. i feel weak, slow and moody. huhu.

sometimes i dont get it when guys who ACTUALLY have girl friends FLIRT with someone else. what is there to proof? that ur HOT and it doesnt mean that even when you have a gf you can do SHIT. not only that, leaves that very individual like a FOOL. I HATE MALAYSIAN GUYS ( not all but some of em and u know who you are)

i got myself a foot massage. it did help but im still having the flu. huhu. am just too lazy. well, a bit happy cos i managed to speak to young moolah =)

there's nothing much to be said today, i just wanna have my SLEEP and look forward for tomorrow =)

updates soon. <33

G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S :)

If you aint got NO MONEY take ur broke ass home.

G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S =)

It's all about MONEY nowdays. doesnt matter who you are and where ur from, if you dont have it, it's POINTLESS talking. when you have it, everyone will come close to you and be friends with you. GIRLS even ME sometimes well actually go for LOVE first then comes the $ sign.

you -( with the Evisu jeans and Topshop Plimsoles and Bench jacket and Topman Top)

me - ( black and white trench coat, Chanel handbag, black boots and Miss Sixty skinny and Supre black top).

we will be walking to town and holding hands =) is that true Mirah??? SOON. and the world will know. hehe.

i love my white high waisted skirt. it's nice and cheap. i finally got it at MDVMM.

ok the last week of July, back to the diet again. but only off ( well that that OFF but i eat more than what i eat on the weekdays).

updates soon. <333

Taurus
4/20 – 5/20

26 July 1008.

You've got a smile on your face for much of the day and your friends and family should share your good mood as long as you're able to keep them around. Everything seems funny to you - according to Yahoo's Astrology.

We'll wait and see what shall happen in the coming hours ok =) i think my horoscope was TRUE. maybe it's because of how i changed my hair do. i love the hairband and parents said i look INNOCENT. lol which i am ok =P

mirah wants to go for High School Musical, MTV Asia Awards and also Avril ok. i dont wanna be a FOOL missing avril's so better be quick.

Audery Hepburn is sooo GORGEOUS ok. so vintage and such a natural beauty. i love her fringe =)

Kim Kardashian, SEXY and SOOO PRETTY!! she doesnt care much about how she looks like and eats ANYTHING but still can maintain being like what she is NOW. Huhu. If im like her, defo i'll get any guys with a snap of my finger. LOL.

we'll have to wait. hehehe. ok updates soon. <33

Mirah - maybe the Joker on the lighter end

People have to STOP treating me like a BABY. what is there to be so WORRIED and FUSSY about?

well it's not like am up to NO GOOD but they will never get it. WHY? million thoughts linger in my mind but i cant be bothered thinking and fixing up the pieces. the same thoughts gpes over and again. it plays like a tape in a radio which has no pause or STOP button.

im a big girl, well 20 is just a NUMBER but whats important is THE BRAIN, you know :) well people make mistakes and havet their HUGE regrets but hey, guess what??? NO ONE IS PERFECT in this world. lets face that fact. we turn over a new leaf, move on and look to the future so we should give a 2ND CHANCE, hopefully and 1 very fine day. and when that time comes, god bless.

my blog title says.- it's all bout my life, MESSES , random thoughts bla bla bla bla bla.. honestly, in this world for me i do have my rules , plans or another way to summarize the whole word = PRINCIPLE. but sometimes it's BEST to be YOURSELF. forget the rules.. trying to be miss PERFECT isnt gonna work though.

updates soon. <333

i am what i am.

Sometimes in life, you have your UPS and DOWNS time. and for me, i do get it most of the time.

When i have my ups, it leaves me all HAPPY and SMILEY. all seems smooth flowing NOT all the time so that's whnen i have my DOWNS.

i hate it when you cant do this, have that and think for your ownself. i hate it when people thoughts come through my mind, thinking of how they would treat or act back to you. yeah like i said 'what doesnt kill me, makes me stronger' but at times you fall down. and well, that's when i couldnt give 2 FCUK's bout people and events around me.

i just wanna do MY OWN THINGS now and if you wanna STOP me, i'm soooo very sorry. my 5 fingers are here to listen.

p/s- never meant to be RUDE, these are my thoughts and feelings, so NOW YOU LISTEN. very much appreciated and thank you.

updates soon. love myself.

Holla,


I've checked the Blackberry that i wanted but it seems my daddy ordered the Iphone 3G for me so im getting the Iphone then the Blackberry. Huhu. Am still confused though.

Accodding to the Apple shop, if you buy the Iphone in UK you wont be able to use it in Malaysia although you send to Low Yatt or where ever to crack it. And im not sure whether if you get the Iphone here i dont know whether you'll be able to use it in UK. And Amir adviced me to get the Blackberry. Lol. Cause his reason was, Paris Hilton uses it. I know la i always wanted to be her since i was with you right?? Funny la tue :P


I went window shopping in Sungei Wang and i cant believe that they actually have EVERYTHING there man. From 'genuine' branded bags and wallets like Gucci, Chanel, LV and so on.. and to the Chinese and Harajuku fashion.. you should know what i mean but i think they look nice and it's sort of cheap..

I love SHOPPING. IT IS MY PASSION. hehehehe :P actually it's not only me, but if you ask any girl defo they'll have the same interest in me right? I've tried to BAN myself from going to the malls but it's POINTLESS cos i still will step into the malls. maybe i should try going there BLIND-FOLDED :P i'm a SHOPAHOLIC laaa.. i dont know whar's gonna happen when i start earning my own salary and i'll start shopping like MAD. hehe.



i'm already one :)










oh well, i will have to find a job for myself then when i go back to UK. and then i can support myself to SWITZERLAND for winter and GREECE for summer next year. i cant wait to go skiing and celebrate new year's and christmas there with Naz, baby Jojo and Marc. and ooohhh lalalala sun-bathing in greece plus checking out all the HOT & guys with 6 packs =)




- the Geneva bridge in Switzerland-




- Greece-


ok updates soon. <333

Mirah's Love Of Her Life <33 - now till forever =)

What do you need when you have everything in life? Thats me, Amirah Aliah Azlan. And loving it and i'll cherish it.


1) LOVING PARENTS and the brother



mama&papa <33

mirah&mama <33



mirah&arif <33




2) GOOD FRIENDS ( farah , evie and muru)



mirah&farah <3>


3) that special someone? lol :P ( he should be in UK/ Switzerland)


4) boy friends who are there to listen and be there when you need them? ( emdad, marc , DP, )

P/S - i'll have to upload your photos soon ok :)


I have learnt that it's not the amout of friends you need but you need quality friends to be around you and be there when you need them. I'm happy that I do not have UGLY BICTCHES / WANNABE'S or even people who FAKE in front of you and start bitching about you when you leave.

I dont wanna be that GIRL who keeps on doing things and trying to make people happy where else i dont get it in return. NO MORE and i've learnt it.

More updates soon ok. u know u love and i love u too <33>

hello back :)

i do apologize for the late updates. i had no internet because my daddy didnt pay the bill. i think he must have overlooked it. it's alright cause i managed to go to the office and get all settled and updated. yeay.

i've been quite happy over the last few days. well, i quit my job as you all know and now am just spending and wasting time though. also i need to be selling all my old jeans and tops. i'll probably do it next month since it's almost near to bulan puasa. i shall be going around to the local uni's and random places. huhu hopefully i can manage to selll them off. i dont want them to be stucked in my closet.

i cant wait to see the cousin this friday :) yeay! weekednds gonna be packed with fun, movies, futsal and lots more. i've not get the chance to spend time with her since last dec so i can imagine how much things we'll need to catch up on.

i've realised that i have this crazy mood swings in the week. sometimes i can be EXTREMELY HAPPY and on the other hand i can be some crazy , emo and sensitive girl. i dont know what has gone into me but i strongly think it's the temperature and events around me. LOL :P

i'm sort of happy nowdays cos i think im getting what i want in life :) to make it much more complete which is LOVE :)

i've decided to get myself the Blackberry Curve 8300. I'm not getting myself an Iphone because it's features are so limited and there's quite a lot of ups and downs with it. it's just famous for its style but not its features where else a blackberry has it all. i dont need it much for its music and camera though cause i have an ipod which is 8G and a sony T-2 digital camera. So i hope they have it here in Malaysia.

i'll need to do more survey on the phone and make my decisions soon. more updates soon :) <33

a whole lotta songs in my mind

i'm into songs that has good meanings and makes you think after listening to it. i'm into both of these songs althogh usher's burn is not in my Ipod which i just realised. idiot of me. hehehe.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=WJLkWtC2Z8Q&feature=related

Tell me why I should stay in this relationship

When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby

Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with

I think that you should let it burn. Usher - Burn

I've found the song that I'm looking for. Although it's sad but if only you knew how i felt. Sooo lame. I dont know why but I think I should write a book on LOVE = A LOSING GAME.

I advice the people out there to only committ when both party can actually committ and give in.

Now is i switch to this, why cause of you :) You taught me to listen to MJ. thank you.


In time I knew that love would bring

This happiness to me I tried to keep my sanity

I waited patiently


You rocked my world, you know you did

And everything

I’m gonna give (You rocked my world)

And there ain’t nothing we could find

Someone like you to call mine (You rocked my world). Michael Jackson - You Rock My World

http://youtube.com/watch?v=8k0GZaPPkf4


updates soon. <33

what a life ;)

Why do we even have stalkers? Dont they actually understand that you need time and space? That's why theyre called stalkers, because theyre persistent, irritating and also demanding. They never leave you in peace. Oh well, all you need to do is play your cards right and when the time comes ( that's when things get over the limit, tell them to FUCK OFF!!!!)


I want to do things on my own and I have my own priority but some people just dont get it.

Guess what?? The guy that I think is very attractive messaged me this morning. Some people just dont sleep even when it's already 5am. I never thought you will text me. At least you remembered me. LOL :)


I need to go somewhere for a vacation. Just need to go away far away from all the stress and distractions here. I'm going to Bali next month during the little brother's mid year holiday. I cant wait. Am working on the bikini body, although i find myself OK. but still not satisfied. and to do some beach attire shopping. thank god i brought back the bikini :D Kuta beach here i come where all the HOT indonesian guys will be there, night life and also the beach. Anyone up for a Pina Colada? or a Malibu? :P





I've done so much crazy things in my life. Hurm, let me see..

1) Going for this Indonesian concert which was full of workers and funny + weird people.
2) Working part time as a sales girl which was only for 2 days. ( that was sick)



I dont quite remember but there's actually more. There's some that I dont wanna post on my blog cos those are really CRAZY.

I'll update soon. uknowuloveme. <33>

A whole new beginning :)

As long as i have been alive for 20 years and 7 months and 16 days, i do complain and regret on a lot of things but everything happens for a REASON.

I dont open my mouth and just shout things out. Everyone can NEVER be satisfied with what they have. Even the richest person in the world or the top ruling person on the Forbes list. I always wish that one fine day, someone rich or famous can just take me away and i can live happily ever after with them. I'll definitely give money to the parents who I LOVE FCUKIN MUCH and the little brother. I'll just give them anything they want.

But oh well, when i think back, how far can i day and night dream. You'll have to study hard and work my way through to SUCCESS and HAPPINESS :)

I have done so much mistakes and also had my regrets. But then, I am already 20 years old and I know how to THINK and ACT wisely. What has happened in the past, it shall remain history and everyone turns over a new leaf right??

I've stopped working today. Well, I dont think i can even cope with the people that I work with and the job. Too many reasons which i think I did the right thing. I should spend more time with the family and best friends. Like i said , shopping is my 2nd name so maybe by doing that it'll fill up my time. ehehehe ( mama and papa, it's just for the blog but sometimes i cant help it). huhu.

By the way, NVM is nevermind ok :)

The best remedy is to chill, watch and learn.

“Let me tell you something, Mister. If I had her money, I'd be richer than she is.' - Breakfast at Tiffany's”

i'll update my blog soon. i love you all. xoxo

Something new and different :)

This is officially my first post after i've deleted the first blog. I feel like i need some changes in everything especially now i want something different in my life.

I am perfect and i have everything i need in this world. Except for one thing which is LOVE. I still have not met the one i'm meant to be with. Well in another words, someone who can UNDERSTAND you and be there for you when you really need them.


Lots of people wants to ride with you in a limo,

but what you want,

is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down. - Oprah Winfrey-


I love the parents. Honestly, without them, NO LIFE, NO FUTURE. it's not that i cant plan and predict my future, but it's their guidance that will shape it. So I'm blessed to have them for EVERYTHING. thank you.


and adik, you are becoming like papa. which is NOT A GOOD THING ok! being protective and possesive. but it's all for the good.

I'm moving on very well :) Thank you to my supportive friends. Farah Atikah, I love you. I've known you for 8 years and i'm sooo happy that we're still standing strong and we will keep it going till forever ok. xxxx





To all my BEST friends in Malaysia, Evie ( I LOVE YOU and we will be friends till then end of the road ok) and Muru, you are like my younger brother who i think is very much matured than me. Thank you for being there for me. You've listened to all my problems and your adviced are worth it. I do not need anyone else to judge or tell me what to do. Because i believe that you need friends, who can be HONEST, FAITHFUL and be there 24,7 when u need them.





I dont think that JEALOUSY will ever bring us anywhere. It ruins the relationship and also friendship. why am saying this? I've been going through so much.

Girls are known of being jealous with the other girl. It's so SHIT. I fucking hate it la. When will this all stop?? And there more shit when guys are involved. Well whatever it is, i am soooo very happy with my life now. I have ALL i need with the good family and friends. i dont wanna complain no more.


People can say ANYTHING bout me but i dont give a DAMN bout their comments no more. 'What doesnt kill me, makes me stronger". You dont even pay my BILLS, FEES, and even SUPPORT me so why should i care?

You guys can FUCK OFF :(

Am tired now. I'll update more tomorrow. uknowuloveme. xxx