Oh my god! I feel so lost NOW! Why? I was sitting in the kitchen and i though to myself about how i used to write and speak proper BM so i started talking and write something with full BM, but guess what? I CANT even do that!! What is happening? Lol =P I dont think of it as a bad thing but probably cause I'm so used of speaking and writing in English so I'm used to it. Hahahahaha! Other wise, I'm doing great =) Not sick, that's the MOST IMPORTANT thing EVER!!

Christmas is just around the corner, yeay! That's when uni is over and i have my holiday. But when January comes, it's EXAM and DATELINE fever. But i've started on my Language&Culture essay so I will only have to work on an essay and study for my exam next month =)

This time around i'll be celebrating christmas and new years not in Malaysia which im happy cause it's something different. The christmas fever is here and i feel it.. I wish we had a christmas tree at home! Sighs =( there's proper snow here too so that makes it more better.

It's freezing cause it's winter, trying to get used to it though.

Anyway, more updates soon =) xx

Hello, mirah is back =)

More updates.. Actually there's nothing much that has happened.. I've discovered new songs.. Lol :P It's Out Of This Club by PCD ft R.Kelly and Timbaland. It's a good song.. It helps you sleep.. Haha how funny, innit? 

Well I might be over-nighting in the library tonight.. I need to do some reading.. If the weather is encouraging cause I was looking at the weather forecast last night and it says tonight will be -6 degrees which is INSANE!! And for next week will be the same. Oh boy, how nice =(

I had mask on my face last night and Becky and Susan said i looked Japanese lol :P they even took a picture of me and said that they wanted to put chop sticks in between my hair. But i stopped them lol :P

Anyway, am gonna continue doing my work. More updates soon =) xxx

hey hey =)

ok some updates, nothing much though. first of all, i want to wish arif HAPPY 13th Birthday! ur a grown up now so better think that way and no more messing around lol :P hope you have a good one ok and hope you like what i sent. it's nothing much but the thought that counts right? hehe. i miss you!

my updates. i guess there's nothing much. back to uni after 1 week of study/independant week. i've done my reading the week before it so basically im on track, hehe :)

sunderland has been snowing.. as usual.. the unpredictable weather.. nothing to shout about it! today wasnt that cold thank god but i assume that it'll be freezing tomorrow. sighs!

i might need to change to full skimmed milk cos my stomach makes funny and weird noises even when i eat. so i might see whether that makes a difference!

anyway, that's bout it! hope papa get well soon =) back to the hills. updates soon.

p/s- thanks for the call mama. it's been a while though <333>

Asian Persuasion =)

I finally have time to blog and now i can actually sit down on my bed with Bart, Beanie and Dylan ( my dog ) and my hot tea and muffins while blogging. I dont even remember when was the last time i blogged lol =P sorry for the late updates.

I have been busy with my 171 essay and 116 first draft. Thank god, everything has been successfully submitted and hope all will go well. I'm satisfied with the late nights in the library. i've quit my job ( pa, i hope i make u happy and see i obey to ur instructions so be happy). Everything happens for a reason! Pa, i hope u get well soon, and dont worry everything will be alright ok.. I hope you learn your lesson NOW!! You should really put a stop to it!!

I love the weather today =) it's not that cold but it was raining and i was drenched on the way walking to uni today from town. and when i got in class, i was sweating, how weird! lol =P I did go to the library after my meal at chicken cottage. I'm actually very dissapointed because the books that i really need isnt there, what a disgrace!! i hate the library here, and in the end i came back with the language & society book. it's alright , cos it'll be reading week next week so im actally ahead now!

I'm actually very content today =) Mirah loves being ASIAN and i'm proud of it!! We Asians are better than them people out there, you know lol.

Anyway, more updates soon ( i promise) I miss mama, papa and adik so much <33>

what a day.. i dread today due to soo many reasons.. i dont know why i've been sick and not recovering at all.. sighs! i've tried almost all kinds of medicine but looks like it doesnt help at all.. i wished they had barli here :( i will have to find it.. the weather is really unpredictable and heartless.. i've got myself some chinese medicine now since them english ones wont work.. i spent about 30 pounds on it so it better work.. and also got myself vicks which cost 5 pounds.. it's a big tub cos thats the only thing they have.. it does help a lot.. i really need to get well ASAP!!!


my iphone had to crash!! argh but thanks to my pole and housemate it's alright now and now i've got lots of games in it.. woot woot ;)

i got myself groceries today.. i bought salmon which am gonna be cooking asam pedas :) and got some ayam masak lemah perencah too.. got chicken, beef and vegetables.. i had mee sua today with beef and it was good.. a sick girl needs to eat them type of food.. eewww :(

i changed my flowers and this time i bought carnations :) it's white in colour and very sweet.

am working tomorrow at 12pm right after class i'll go straight to work.

anyway more updates. am going to bed now :) xx

hello there,

one thing before i blog, im still ill :( and the weather is a killer now! today was 4 degrees and now it's 0 degrees.. eeee i dont know when am i gonna get well soon with the weather like this..

it's autumn now but i feel like it's already winter sighs.. another update, i'm gonna go for training this friday at campus.. campus is like a frat house where students dine and guess what? we've alsso got a pool table.. food is good there.. if you have the coupon, you can get free pizza and burger.. i love the desert there.. esp the sticky toffee pudding and chocolate fudge cake.. oooo YUMMY :) wish me luck.. hope all will be good..

anyway, gotta do some work now. more updates soon xx

Back :)

Oh my god, finally after so long since i've updated my blog. I havent had the time to actually sit down in front of my laptop for hours anymore. One reason is because, i'm having 4 subjects this semester which is

MAC 111 - Introduction to Cultural Representation of Women
MAC124 - History of Broadcasting
MAC116- Academic and Research Skills for Media and Communication Studies
LAC 171 - Language and Culture

I really dont enjoy MAC 116 and LAC 171. and i cannot believe that i'll be having exams this semester but it's all good. All you need is to prepare and it'll be A OK :)

I'm having this bad throat since this week and it's got worst day by day. I'm taking this lozenges and according to the pharmacist it's the best so im really hoping i'll heal soon. I bet it's becausse of the change of weather. Sighs!

I'll put more updates soon. xx

finally an update!

hello there.



it's gonna be a short and brief post. i'm unwell. im getting sick and fed up with the weather here. sometimes you get sunshine and sometimes it's shit raining. i'm gonna need to get food and do some reading for my history of broadcasting today since im gonna have exams. then probably watch some dvd's at home. what a day to spent!!

i slept quite early last night but then i was awaken by becky , jo and susan. as usual them and their laughter.

i need to shower now. it's alomost half 2. more updates soon. xx

hey there,

i think it's been a week since i've updated my blog :( sorry for not doing that cos i have been sooo busy with my packing, saloon, buying some food stuff and also went for manicure and pedicure as well as meeting up with the beloved and spending time with the family.

i have a day left in KL before i leave to sundie. i've packed and most of the things are all well organized but am just a bit worried that it'll be OVERWEIGHT which i dont want it to be. it's not gonna be good though. i'll just pray for the best when i'm at the airport and mama will give them some good reasons :)

and last week i was really unfortunate cos all this while i thought that i'll have a huge room for myself and with 2 single beds at clanny but now everything has changed. sob sob. apparently, i cant have 2 single beds for myself UNLESS i'm sharing which i'm not and im all alone. and was thinking i wouldnt mind the distance but now since my room is the same as Precicnt i could have opt for Summerhill which is gonna be much nearer to town. But what's done is done, cant do much innit? :(

i got my hair coloured to red and have a new look cos i've got a fringe. i'll post some new pictures later on when i get back cos internet will be much more faster. then i'll be able to post some of the family and friends pictures too. yeay!!

i managed to meet up with amir faris. ( will post the pictures soon)

anyway will update more. xxx

Everything is starting to be as what it is, but time wont allow it to happen =( But i believe that everything happens for a reason and all you need to do is accept it. Well i believe that 'patience pays'. Good thing.

I have this last week in KL cause i'll be going back to UK next tuesday. A week from now. Sighs =(

So yeah there'll be a lot of things to do and prepare. I might be busy and not be able to blog but definitely i'll post new things SOON ok.

much love,

mirah <33

Hello there :)

All i wanna do is take your money :P Mia - Paper Planes. I like that song! It's nice and awesomeness. 

I cant wait to color my hair, i've chose the color that i want. And it's gonna be RED, which is gonna be WHOA :P

I need to get ALL of my things settled next week, it'll be a busy week though. Huhu :( From self pampering, some bits and bops and more to come.

I'm soooo FULL today!! Burpppp :) I had a good dinner with the little brother at Italiannies. And i like muru's new SLR camera, the pictures turned out LOVELY. 

And Kim, cant wait for you to be back. Thanks for the Shopaholic web that you gave me, i was thinking it was something bout how to help those people who are shopaholics but instead it's like a website which sells clothes from Japan and Korea at a very very ( i mean very) CHEAP price. Eeeeeee Kim i'm soooo gonna KILL you ok!!

Dinner with the family tomorrow ( a good one =) and also ikea shopping with farah on sunday)

Ok more updates to come. <33

hello there :)

Happy Ramadan!!! It's finally here and i'm wishing everyone a good ramadan year and also to have a good Eid in a months time.

I've managed to go to the Bazaar Ramadan in SS 18 and the one Shah Alam which was alright. And guess what?? Too many HOT and SASSY guys to check out. lol :P but honestly the food SUCKS!! BIG TIME ok!! But i bet those students who are abroad right now have the 'I MISS HOME' feeling. Well thank god i'm able to fast for a few weeks while i'm back but i guess i'll be celebrating Eid with them local people back in UK.

I finally got me luggage bag on sunday. I hope this time my luggage bag will last longer than expected!!

Agrh i'm actually updating my blog after hearing this loud and scary plus eeerryy sound bout 12 ish outside my window which is FCUK!! 

I only have like 11 days left in KL, so i'm gonna have to make the best out of it with THE FAMILY and friends :)

Ok more updates soon. <33

Avril's concert was AWESOME man!!!!! it was worth it and i'm happy cos at least i can tell everyone that i've been to her concert and yes i have seen her playing the drums and at the same time rapping!!! But guess what??? I think i must have set my digital camera wrongly and most f the pictures which came out was blur. Argh!!! There are a few of them which turned out fine. I'll upload them later.  

Farah had left from UIA straight to Stadium Merdeka and waited for us as usual. Me and Muru had taken the train from Bangsar to the stadium. Huhu, it was packed man, after a very long time not traveling by public transport it felt weird and lost. 

It started bout 9pm which was supposed to start at 845pm but as usual never on time and it was raining when i got there. oh no, there goes my hair. lol but the organizers prepared rain coats which were made out of plastics( you know the ones that you get when you buy groceries, it was soooos stuffy and sticks to your body). me and muru had gotten an umbrella, which helped us as well. thanks muru :) She sang all of her songs from her first and till her current album which was sooooo GOOD =) The concert had ended bout 1045pm. It was soooo jammed after the concert and every part of KL was packed. We were so starving too so we head our midnight meal bout 1am. I did not eat any carbs because it was already late. I had reached home bout 2am plus. 

And plus im very happy and proud of myself cos i manage to eat carbs only once a day for the whole of last week =) great achievement yeah!! And tomorrow is puasa already so i have 2 weeks left to do my crazy diet before i leave so i better get down to business. Hehe. And i need to start waking up early cos lately i wake up bout 12 plus which i think if i keep on doing this, my cheeks is gonna start growing again =( no i dont want!!!!

Things to do before i go back to UK

1) to get everything on my " NEEDED LIST"

2) to meet up with friends 

3) to go to Jalan Damai ( lol, i wanna go there)

4) taste all of the food cos it's gonna be a year plus then only i'll come back)

5) a luggage bag and Chanel pls =)

Anyway more updates soon, but i shall be busy this few weeks so get everything done and settled.. <33

I feel much better today =) But once in a month, a girl needs to feel like shit bcos of a reason which all girls cannot say no to 'IT' =( maybe that's the reason why i felt like what i had written on my blog last night. 

I managed to get my Avril tickets today. Yeay! But it was a little bit troublesome, cos i had gone to O.U first but then when i went to Rock Corner, apparently they dont sell it there anymore so i had to go all the way to the Galaxy Ticketing Counter at Midvalley. I was lost too but managed to find it. I got myself the RM138 tickets. And the guy took soooo long to give me the tickets. Eeeee but he was nice as well cos he advised me to go early to avoid the crowd. 

I'll update more with pictures tomorrow (hopefully). Hehe. <33

I dont know!

dumb
speechless
disturbed
paranoid
irritated
confused

What have all these words have in common?? Well let me tell you that actually it resembles me at the very moment. Nothing much to update today but well thats how i feel. And i'm hoping that the feelings shall fade when i wake up tomorrow morning. Sighs! And i cant believe i shed a tear while watching Meet The Browns a while ago.

Ok i shall hit the covers now. I can hear it calling me =) xx

 

       - me and mama on my easter trip                       

  

hey hey =)

I found these new pictures in the computer so i thought of uploading it. 

Hurm, how i wished my Apple Iphone had bluetooth or at least allow me to send the pictures to the computer. Everytime i take a picture i have to go to Starbucks or any place which has Wi-Fi connection which irritates me at time cos it would have been easier if i can just transfer the pictures using the cables. But this makes me use my Sony Cybershot T-2 digital camera more. Lol =)

I have been doing some online window shopping on the Ikea and Debenhams website and also preparing my budget to get my bedroom and kitchen applicances when i return back to UK. It's not easy when you have to do everything alone and also shop alone. Unfortunately Kim will only be coming back from Canada end of the month so looks like i'm gonna have to do all by myself. Huhu. 

Anyway more updates soon. <33

Stop being a bitch!!

I've definitely had enough of YOU!!! And guess what?? I used to HATE YOU just a little bit but your actions and words has made it more worst making me wanna KILL and CUT you into pieces, biatch. You know the movie Urban Legend??? Well i could be the next killer on the loose with the hooded puff jacket. Just to remind you , i do have a similar jacket like that but the only difference is that mine is black in colour =) so dont make me do that. You'll never ever change and maybe you really need a HARD SMACK on every part of your head till you go into comma! I'm not trying to be MEAN but what are best friends for huh?? 

1) TO BE 24/7 when you need them

2) NEVER EVER back stabbed them

3) back you up when you have problems

4) a shoulder to cry on

5) and be HONEST and FAITHFUL, thats only when you learn and appreciate the friendship!!

But i guess you'll NEVER understand, and never learn. Just because you've got your 'best friend' back now you actually have someone there to be on your side and follow your lead but guess what?? It wont be long!! Well it doesnt matter, i'm sick and tired blabbing bout the same thing over and over again. A tramp will always be one.

I wanna rest my head and i need sleep right now. more updates soon. <33

Holla =)

Yeay i'm finally back after from my 3 days 2n nights holiday in Penang. It was fun and I was having such a massive food galore. I had Chili's and since i was craving for chocolate on friday night i managed to have my banana indulgence cake from secret recipe and

my dark mocha frap from Starbucks. Oh not forgetting, i also had a slice of marble cheese cake along with the cakes but didnt finish it. I had like 5 meals a on Friday and Saturday which was CRAZY but thank god i had my detox tea and all of the food portions were small. Fuih.

I had my hair washed on Saturday and got it blown with curls. I liked it :) But then daddy wanted to go to the election site in Permatang Pauh and i had to be his cameraman. There goes my just washed hair smelling like smoke, and food stalls. Eeeeee i dont like it. But i had the most famous Sg Dua mee udang and i saw my love which was a CUTE male cat. He was sooooo adorable laaaa... and mama bought the pineapple tarts.. SOOOOO SEDAP it's like it just melts in your mouth!!

Ok i've had all the food that i ever wanted to taste when i get back to KL, from the best seafood, satay, NASI kandar ( all though it was against my diet plan) and etc. I'll not be having to eat them food for another year. I'm happy and satisfied. So from tomorrow onwards till i go back to UK, i'm back to lose that weight. 

I'm EXCITED for Avril this week and the talk held at KLPAC. looking forward though and to do everything since the following week will be ramadan already. When you least expect it happens - still going strong with that quote =)

ok more updates soon then. <33

Holiday, here i come :) yeay!!

hello hello :)

There's gonna be nothing much to blog though cos i'm rather excited to go to PENANG again tomorrow till sunday. YAY!! but this time, i'm gonna eat less then what i had last week cos i've acutally eaten most of what i wanted.


I'm gonna do my packing right now and i'm actually quite HAPPY cos veynee said that i'm actually going thinner. hehe. which is a very good thing.


I found this very special website and it's http://www.glamour.com/ and it's got everything all girl need when she's on the go and that's the time you can read about SINGLE women blogs which is very interesting. you know girls , shopping, party , but at the very same time SERIOUS in their career or i must say UNI :) and they've got beauty, health , love and also gossips on celebrities. You should check the website out.





Gabriella Cimi is another GORGEOUS women from Aussie. Her songs are really nice to hear. She's got this deep voice like Amy Winehouse. Just love the type of songs she brings. And i think Natasha from America's Next Top Model SHOULD have won the whole competition compared to Jaslene ( left). Just because she's latino but i think she's not as pretty as Natasha (right). Hurm, maybe it's because she's tried once and she didnt get it so now i think they'll give her another chance to do it.






- Gabriella Cimi


















































Ok more updates soon when i return from my short vacation with pictures :) <33

 - amirah aliah azlan :)

  - the cows that i found rather cute but stinked!

 - the whole family which was candid :P

  - me enjoying my penang laksa in gurney drive

  - the coconuts that i found very interesting in queen street :)

- the view from my hotel, ( thanks to adik for snapping it)

- the brats of AZLAN's now and forever ;)

  - mama, me and adik at gurney drive eating, yummy!!!

  

hello :)

I went to watch Meet Dave yesterday which was such a good movie. it was funny and sad as well at the same time at the ending. thumbs up for the movie. i finally tried the durian flo from new zealand ice cream and it was soooo YUMMY!!! i managed to sneak it into the cinema. hehe thank god it didnt stink. i was worried but hey, it didnt. lucky me :)

ever since the penang trip, still going against the diet plan and have to have a mind set to start dieting again.

anyway, not much happened. just wanna go watch forgetting sarah marshall sooo badly!!! cant believe they have it in malaysia. but of course it's 18 and above. we'll have to wait though.

updates soon. <33

BACK =)

hey hey!

I'm back from my short but sweet vacation to Penang! It was AWESOME and i had such a wonderful time EATING. I managed to eat the best Ah Soon oysters, laksa, gubak mee, nasi kandar, cendol, the famous queen street curry and also not to forget the kuala kangsar pau with the hainanese beef steak and chicken chop !! yummy to the MAX!!

where did my discipline to keep fit go =( down the drain i guess. haha but now i have to pick it up and get it back on track!!

I went to watch Susuk the movie today. It is very very SCARY and i can still imagine the images from the movie. damn it! but thumbs up for malaysian movies nowadays, a lot of improvements and upgrades.

I'm still strongly believe on the saying - 'When you least expect, it happens'. It does and keep on believing it!

hello there =)

it's been a day that i havent blogged. well for some reasons though and i shall keep it discreet. euphoria was NO GOOD! no more talking about it. and i dont wanna think about it too.

i have been having such a bad sore throat. eeeeeee it's soooo bad!! every now and then i'll cough especially at night.

im on this short vacation in penang with the family. and i have 1 month left in malaysia. i wanna ENJOY myself to the max cos i'll have to be DEAD SERIOUS when i go back to sunderland. i need to settle my accomodation, get a JOB, assignments will be stacked up and also SAVE UP!!!

anyway, i'll write more and update with some pictures. xxx

sayang, i need you to GROW UP!!

hello there =)

i've uploaded a picture of me from my Iphone and i think it's got good camera features. not bad innit?

eeeeee sometimes i dont get it people who are NEVER satisfied with themselves and also when they wanna STAND OUT among the rest?? what is there to proof?? that ur the BEST and HOTTEST and MOST POPULAR among the rest?!! and does it MATTER whether the MOST girl who has the MOST ATTENTION among guys count?? oh no i think ur just starting to see the world. im feel sorry and pitiful for you.

please la sayang, GROW UP!! those were high school days and now it's uni days. people become more matured and focus on studies and future! if you cannot learn to grow up and think maturely, i suggest and advice you go for psychiatric consultation darling. it's bout time you realise and change your attitude. YOU REALLY NEED TO!! and one more thing, please look at yourself in the mirror!! and you need start having your own LIFE which is

1) STOP/ IMMEDIATELY being copy cat

2) look at yourself in the mirror and please REALIZE who you are

when you finally understand that, then you'll be able to fit into REALITY =)

MOS tonight? =) here i come. yeay!!

ok more updates soon. <33

hello there =)

i was being such a good girl today. i woke sooo early bout 7ish got ready and accompanied mama to the hospital. she went for surgery and everything went well. alhamdulillah god was on our side. i felt sooo SLEEPY and catched up my sleep when i went back. i had prawn macaraoni and american cheesecake at secret recipe. yummy!!! with my other half in the family - the father <333

i'm a NET ADDICT nowdays. i blog, sleep, eat, diet, have to go GYM soon but cant be arsed. lol. well there's nothing much i can do. i had gotten my green tea detox and some slimming pills. as usual papa and mama will bising but what to do?? i wanna look good. lol.

i had to go see dr ranjit for the redness on my skin. hurm apparently it's blocked pores!! so it has nothing got to do with the tea, yada yada yada :P i drove myself to subang parade, had my own dinner which was half a salmon bagel and cappucino. i hate it when my skin is a combination skin :P it's oily and DRY. i had gotten myself the Vit E night cream and hopefully it'll be better with the PIMPLES on my nose, forehead and upper lip!! damn it =S i cant believe they dont have nigella's express book at MPH, so i might as well buy it there. i need that BOOK. it'll help save and also get me back on the diet track with her fast, healthy and easy food recipes. MIRAH WANTS JAMBA JUICE!! why cant they have it UK?? maybe sunderland laaa and pls have KRISPY KREME!! eeeee why is sunderland soooo back dated!!!!

more updates tomorrow or when ever. empress orchid to be continued. <33

another lazy day for me =) i stayed home and i managed to go online using my own laptop. yeah!!

at least i ate according to my tummy. lol. well mommy went to the hospital, and came back with a shocking news which is that she'll have to undergo and operation tomorrow morning. according to the doc, she has a growth and that's the whole reason why she's always feeling tired and looking pale. hope for the best tomorrow. i'll definitely follow her tomorrow!

ok more updates soon. <33

A piece of my mind!

hurm just because some things may not be perfect for you, and things don't go ur way you start bringing up issues that were once HISTORY. people do make their mistakes and dont you know there's a saying,

'TURN OVER A NEW LEAF'

maybe it's been like a 100th of time im posting these type of blog. i dont know people NEVER understand so the only way is to lay my piece of mind and let it flow by itself.

people say am egoistic! am i? i dont know. but i am very emotional and i do things following my heart and feelings. sensitive and spoilt. irritating and well u name it la. well this is me, but at least i know how to think!!! sighs!!

people need to start being more UNDERSTANDING and make me be HAPPY!! come to think of it, i am happy and complete but maybe it's the ATTENTION i need and not to be IGNORED!! oh no!!

hello there


i didnt blog for a day and there i feel out of touch from everything. lol. well nothing much actually happened though. i had my self-pampering day yesterday. i went for manicure, pedicure and also for my hair treatment :) i finally got my nails coloured to coral from O.P.I which i wan wanting them so BADLY. and now I LOVE THEM NAILS. yeay!!



i had to attend Sasha's engagement today. she looked pretty with the make up but i thought that the make up was a bit too much. and had to rise pretty early this morning. i went with mama and papa. we spend a couple of hours there, took pictures and i HAD TO EAT RICE!!! sob sob :( well couldnt do much cos i wouldnt want people to say that word ' MENGADE' lol. food was alright but a bit too oily though. i'll post them pictures later. it got hot and stuffy when it got noon so we had lunch and went back home.

we changed and went to the outskirts for a good meal. we went seafood hunting and then asked the restaurants to cook :) it was GOOD FOOD but i didnt eat that much. i wanted to eat durian so badly but i couldnt find them. sob sob. we stopped by at oja's house and had more food AGAIN?? damn there i'll put on weight again. hehe but at least i had my detox tea with me. her ikan masin dish was delicious. yummy!!

10 August 2008

a very lazy sunday, i woke up late and was left home alone. but it was great cos i had my very own time alone and i was able to DIET. lol. and yeay, i managed to eat durian and home cooked dinner with lamb shoulders, pasta , sirloin steak and japanese cooked vege was AWESOMENESS!!!

i might head gym next whole week, got bout a month left till i go back so maybe it's the best time to lose more weight and also with ramadan coming up.

ok more updates soon. <33>